I am feeling tired so tired yesterday which I do not know why since I slept for 6 hours, the average adult sleeping hours. It's not my special month either. There's so much for me to think about, when the uncle hasn't call yet. It has been almost two months and I am honestly really worried. Probably add on to my hair fall as well. I try to stop my habit by this weekend. I need to get rid of it, it's doing me bad. I need to go healthy before 2017! My new resolution. 2017 is my career year, I am looking forward to do some overseas plan and I hope it will go well. Bright ahead and be positive, as positive as possible. Save us someone please?
I have been a little sensitive lately. I think mainly it's because of our house problem, I try not to show it anymore. I don't wanna be a burden from the mood. I will try to hold it as much as I could, I need to learn this for future use. I am either thinking too much, overthink. Even if it's true, I can't bother much, I can't be too sensitive. Learn to overlook a little, it's good for me and the others. I am not sure it's for real, of course I hope it is but even if it's not I can understand. They have the rights that I can't control. I understand. It's my faith, our faith and we need to go through it. I am mentally and physically tired.
I am just waiting for time now. My heart is no longer there and this is dreadful actually. Wasted my 2 years time and it's time to shine! I am not a positive person but I wanna try my best to be one. Life has been tough lately, I can't fall. I need to find ways. 2017 is approaching and I need to make it, I will.
My memorising is faster than scheduled, I hope to finish by today so that I can go with the new grammars but next week. At least I will have at least 1-2 weeks break from Korean study. I am not sure if I wanna to continue the Korean class if so happens everything works well, I will be wasting my money. Left undecided, this is hard. So much plan is hanging.
I do not feel well pretty often lately. I think the symptoms are getting worse. I need to stop ASAP, I need to.