Although I feel better with my throat now, I feel like my bad habit is coming back and this is not a good sign, it's not even healing at all. I did not kept the promise I did and now I actually gained 5KG in just a week. That's because I did not work out, this is really bad. I worked out another plan for myself again to loose what I gained within a month, I am not sure if it's gonna work but I need to get it work no matter what, one month which includes today which I am not sure if I am gonna failed it again. I am scared actually, 2017 is approaching and I do not want to bring the back to square result over. I wanna achieved and bring the actual result over. I did to make it today, otherwise it's over. I need to complete stop the bad habit and try to fix my diet to small portion. I REALLY NEED TO and I am scared that I would fail again. Please keep the will strong, Jerica. Please, you need to do it now or regret it for 2017. I am fighting against myself now, this is a great concert I am trying to succeed. This is also my last month also, I really can't bring it over. I need to work hard to loose it now, to fight against my will.
I went out with le mum the whole day yesterday after submitting my claim. I really hope all of it will be approved, cause the amount is too much for me. Fingers crossed. I actually like Sunway Pyramid, I think it's a great place for shopping. The place has everything that I need. I actually did an early Lunar Year shopping. So yeah, gonna keep the clothes till then though I still need to shop more, I feel like doing more though but I can't! I need to save up instead of spending so it's enough! Please control. Towards the end November, I failed my mission to maintain my weight, instead I gained. I spend money like water. I can't continue this for the rest of December. Wake up Jerica, wake up! It's gonna be a new year, get yourself straight! You need to loose weight again now and save money! Back to square one and this month, I should succeed this instantly! To finish up 2016 and not to bring it over! I CAN DO THIS! I NEED TO DO THIS! I need to remind myself everyday.
I am actually debating with myself if I should wake this person up from humanity, the least good deed I can do for myself and for the sake of him. Probably after New Year or so or earlier? I will see how it goes after meeting the other oppas later. I just feel it's such a waste that this happen. I feel really disappointed actually and sad. This is just devastating. I hope I have more true and sincere people coming through starting from this week onwards! It will and be positive! Life would be better this month onwards. SMILE and POSITIVE, remember? You wanna train your EQ and of course, my will as well now to be persistent with loosing weight again now. Means I have to loose the least 1 KG a week, I need to bring my mum along as well, for health purpose. I want my mum to be healthy and look good too, even better.
Listening to SECHSKIES - ‘커플 (COUPLE)’ feeling so nostalgic. Feeling the hype of the 90s, back when I was primary school. You must be surprise that I was into KPOP since then, but not as crazy as I am now. I know the Korean entertainment industry better than the Hollywood's. Even the Chinese one as well. From time to time I would still keep myself update though. I am not too old for this. =P