31 July 2015

The Last Day of July 2015!

Today is the last day of July 2015! Time passes so fast! It's already August soon. Instead of minus-ing, I am maintaining?! WTF? Tick Tock Tick Tock. I have got not much time. Need to really start it fully. Otherwise, I will regret it. 

It's weekend already! So excited! Finally can rest but there's only holiday till end of the month. :( Next month has more holidays! :) Can't wait either.

I have not much happening today. Gonna update about UK part 2 and South Korea trip soon!

29 July 2015

Serious Start.

Okay, July is coming to an end. I need to seriously start the plan. It's gonna be end of the year soon! oh gosh! time is so scary! Anyway, I managed to wrap up my Korean study for this month. I wanna start revising TOPIK, really hoping to take the exam next year. I wanna start study Chinese myself too since the fees are expensive. Let's see what I can search for the studies. Hopefully, something useful and informative. 

Two more days to weekend. I felt this week really dreadful. I wanna take a break for the whole week. PMS makes me feel not perfectly well. But this is not the excuse. I need to get this started! Let's try for a week and see the results? I mean like seriously. 

I really feel like going out this weekend but I am refraining myself cause I spent too much this month! oh gosh. Can someone spend me? :P I still miss Big Bang concert and at this moment, I miss my father too. Maybe that brought up to my mood swings this week? 

Why did I fell for him? Sometimes I really wonder, why not like TOP, Taeyang or other idols? Maybe I like composers, and coincidentally, he's a composer and an idol too!  I have always admire people who compose. Cause I love music too and dreamt of becoming a composer. G-Dragon's style of composing and arranging his music is so similar to taste of music! He's really a music genius. Besides him, Sinsadong Tiger and Brave Sound are close ones too! Lately, Hanbi caught my attention too. His composition is so similar to G-Dragon's! Oh boy. I definitely love YG's composers! I wanna work there someday to learn. 

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28 July 2015

Mood Swing

I am very very bad mood today. For the first time, my PMS got me.  I never been this mood swing before. I don't quite feel well too, I should say. For the sake of finishing it, I am here. I wonder what am I doing this for. These few days, all kinds have been playing on my mind. I need to do something about my life. I can't work for people for the rest of my life especially with typical local companies. It's just really bad. I read an article from jobstreet about why people don't like their jobs and some of them are really true. I guess every where here is just the same. Sad to know... but I still believe that I will be able to find  the dream one day! 

I wanna have a day to relax my mind, so much to think. I wanna have a break to sort things out. So much that's happening that I just want a day to relax. That's why I always keeping myself with something to do to avoid myself from thinking so much. What's nice to do around KL?

Don't know why, but I always have the thought of opening a cafe. Just a dessert cafe not those cater with food. But over here, is it advisable to do so? That's a long way to go for me to open one. Settle down in overseas already seems impossible :( 

Lately I have been wondering why I am so inlove with Kwon Jiyong? Out of so many idols in the industry. I think I would faint if I meet him in person face to face. Just watching their concert had got me excited, I wonder how would it be like meeting him in person. Will this dream ever come true? 

I want this week to end faster. 

27 July 2015

Monday Blue ~

Blog early in the morning? Haha. yeap that's it.
The first time to blog before I go to work. I really don't feel like going to work today. but I have got no choice. Regardless on how waste of time it gonna be, I need my wages to survive. That's how life is here. If I am given the opportunity to leave, oh hell yeah I will. Hopefully one day. 

So fast it's the last week of July and August is coming soon! which means Hungry Ghost Festival is coming soon and I think I am gonna reduce my night outing especially with the what kind of world it is now. Better be safe than sorry. and am starting my plan this week as well. Let's hope it works this time! Don't wanna stop the excitement. 

Oh, after a month of revising my textbooks, next whole month, I need to revise my test papers. Hopefully to take the exam next year April. Sad  thing, I have not much friends to practice the language with aside pen pals and to myself. It's not progressing fast. :( 

I wanna start some Chinese reading and writing learning too. Hopefully self learn works. wanna give it a try cause it's harder than Korean. Wanna learn Japanese after master these two languages! Oh when is that gonna happen. Greeds over language. 

It's gonna be my sixth month working in this company. and another half year or more to go to decide. Fighting!

26 July 2015

Korean Dinner!

Oh well, a day has passed. Big Bang has already reached homeland and I missed them already. The concert was really awesome! After the concert, instead I have aftermath about when I am gonna achieve my career like them. Their career might be though and tiring but when you are doing something you like, all these are nothing. I wish mine will come as early as them too. I really need to do something about my life, really. I need to find a way. 

Teenage these days are unlike our days. Rebellious, disrespectful, self centered, inmature, full of themselves and so on. You know, the typical teenage. I have been a teenage myself too but I never been almost all of these stages as my mum said. I always wonder why people behave so? What the world has turned into? 

Tomorrow I am gonna try the new plan as full. Wonder how it gonna work and I am so curious already. Wish me luck! 

Had dinner with the family! Korean Bbq and dessert! 


Food is better than Ampang but a little far from my place. 

It's Monday blue tomorrow! :(


Yes, I eventually went to Big Bang's MADE Concert 2015 Day 2 last minute! I can't resists the temptation. Something urged me to go and I need to and hell yeah, it may be the most expensive concert that I have ever went but it's really an AWESOME and the most WORTH going concert that I have ever went! 

I reached two hours early in hopes to see any merchandise to buy. Collect our tickets before hunting.

As usual, there's always were people who dressed weirdly. Lots of youngsters and older peoples. For the first time, there's many MALE fans! That's really nice to see! As usual, the event management has the worst organising every. Oh well, don't wanna talk about it cause my seats were nice.

The concert did not really start at 6pm, probably 15 mins later. But ended after more than 2 hours! So it's practically worth it! They sang all their upcoming MADE album songs! From M, A to 
D! E is coming up next month! They sang all my favourite songs! BANG BANG BANG, We Like to Party, BAE BAE, Loser, Sober, If You, Stupid Liar, Bad Boy, Haru Haru, Lies, Tonight, Fantastic Baby, Good Boy and their solo songs, Daesung's Wings of Love if I am not mistaken, Seungri's Strong Baby and Let's Talk About Love, Top's Doom Dada, Taeyang's Eyes, Nose & Lips (I was hoping he sang Ringa Linga), G-Dragon sang Crooked and one more of his rap song. The whole concert was totally awesome. Sang along and even stand up to hype the concert ! I took some pictures but weren't clear. In fact, the videos are more clear. I am just gonna post some up here. 

I am gonna post up some videos but I am afraid of the copyright thing so I am gonna just upload 1 :) and it took me some time to even upload a video


I have lots of videos and pictures but I don't think I can upload most of them here. We weren't allowed to bring any camera in so I was depending on my phone and thank god, the quality was still quite okay! They spoke quite good English among most KPOP idols I met. Various age range fans who went as well as genders. I am a proud VIP! I was about to loose my voice and I am so tired for the excitement just now. I wish I can get more closer to them like face to face. I think They are the only idols that I really want to get close it among all. Sigh, just one day. TOP is freaking good looking, like seriously! and GD! GD GD GD GD GD GD GD! Even refreshing back my memories of the concert about him makes me scream and smile like a mad fella! I think I can't sleep tonight. I am not sure if I am gonna have an aftermath later this. At the moment, I only had a little. The worth aftermath I had was Super Junior and especially BEAST! Cause it was too close, close enough to touch them. If I was this close with Big Bang, I am not sure if I am gonna faint. 

I never regret this choice though it's pricey. Might never know when is the next time, cause they are aging and we are too. They are going to the army soon. Next time? I don't know. Maybe the next time, I wanna attend their South Korea concert! Might be even more awesome cause won't be much of stupid rules and regulations and please do not expose your six packs. HAHAHA! 

Definitely a memorable day. 

24 July 2015

Big Bang's Concert Day 1

Today is Big Bang's Concert MADE in Malaysia Day 1 and I am unable to attend. Why? Cause the tickets are too expensive? In fact, the most expensive in history. It's the best time for organiser to take advantage cause it's BIG BANG! Everyone would go! Honestly, BADLY, I really want to go but I am unwilling to put out the money cause I felt it's not worth it. It's not like for a life thing, one time go and that's it. The price is not reasonable, really, no matter how badly I wanna go. YES! I AM A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG X INFINITY FAN OF BIG BANG and especially G-DRAGON! The man of my life and not being able to attend their concert is really devastating. The other time they came, I was not in Malaysia and the London one was expensive for me. Now that they come, the tickets are expensive. Guess I have no destiny with Big Bang. SAD and DISAPPOINTED! I wish I knew more people to sponsor me to attend. My mum did offer to purchase the 400-500 seat but nah, it's too expensive too. My mum knows am an epic fan :) But I am not gonna let her spend something that's not worth the price. Probably, it's just me. Not lucky enough with Big Bang. That's it. Can just dream. :( 

Yesterday, relative spent my mum and us for dinner, my mum's bday treat! The food were quite okay. I think it has been something nice since I ate like this with family. Moderate speed, not stress and enjoyable. I prefer to eat this way, instead of rushing to get the food as if the food will run away. This is how we enjoy food as a family or with others :)

I don't actually double check what I wrote. I type fast. Everything that come across my mind while typing so please pardon my grammatical error, spelling mistakes or misused words. ^^

Yesterday, I took some time to read my old posts from my blog. Gosh, my posts were so childish. Those days. Time passes so fast. If I would have continue blogging since I started, I guess it would be more than 10K  posts! Some posts were really absurd too. hahahaha! Can't believe I wrote that posts and some events I don't even remember they actually happened! Those good times. Maybe I should have blog when I was in UK. Memories would be more fresh. Too and.

Anyway, it's TGIF! Relaxing weekend that would be. :)


23 July 2015

Wantan Couple & Plan Begins

Today would be the first day of my plan! Praying hard it will work till the end! I have been longing for this goal and it will need to work. Went for late groceries yesterday and my last feast. Not many choice of fruits i notice or vegetables that I like. If my refrigerator has more place, I would have bought more. :( 

This morning me and my mum met a dumb fcuk driver near our place. We were on the left lane, slowed down, stopped, trying to turn to the left as usual and this wantan couple suddenly stopped from her speeding a while before turning her way with hand gestures. Me and my mum were like? What did we do? You guys are old enough and drove a pretty okay car but with this EQ and manners? Seriously? What has this world turned into? Wait, I should rephrase, what have our country people turned into?? That's such a disgrace to know. You're lucky that we have our EQ good enough than stopping your car due to that. If it's not us, I don't think you're that lucky anymore or maybe knowing who we are you did that, there's possibility. If you guys have offsprings, I am really sorry for them. Don't worry, I won't hunt you down just because you live near my place. You will definitely get back what you have done. I am sure. Let's be patient. The world is fair in matter of time. Not all older people deserve respect, especially with this one. Respect is to earned but sometimes, we have got no choice due to age status. I have always hated it here but these people really makes you hate this place even more. What am I in this place with these people? 

I wish I will have the opportunity to leave this place and go for a better place. It's not getting better at all. 


22 July 2015

Another day ahead.

It's already Wednesday. Soon two more days, it will be weekend! Oh, I can't wait. There's so much to do. I guess I will be able to finish revise all my Korean studies by today and finished up the promotion plan for my online shop tomorrow. Weekend will think about how to start up my part time business. I have been dragging it. Therefore, need to gear up soon.

Stalls are starting to open today. My last carving which is NASI LEMAK before tomorrow and that's it, time to see some effect. Of course, I need to head to the groceries in order to do so. I hope my will is strong enough. Oh wait, I need to! Have been so long already. Yes and no, yes and no. This time it will be a YES! I NEED TO and I WILL !

I dare not do any appointment this weekend too. I spent too much for his month! Oh gosh, I should be saving instead. I really need an extra income. :( Almost every weekend am out. This weekend I am gonna try to stay home.

At times, I am actually quite curious with the visitors of my blog, whether is there is. Do dropped some message if you do to let me know you re here! ^^

I hope everything goes well by end of the year. It has been tired and stress. 

I have not much to say today. Hmmm.

21 July 2015

Mum's Birthday Celebration

Brought my mum to Cafe Korea yesterday! Wanted to try something different since we always go to the same dessert shop! The food was quite okay and affordable prices. The environment is nice too. Not bad to try out this Cafe! It's at Sri Petaling. 

I forgot this food called but it tasted like dokbookki's sauce and quite spicy too. 

my favourite of all ! jjajjangmyeon! 

Orea Bingsu ~

Green Tea Bingsu ~

The decoration of the foods okay too. There's more nice cafes in PJ area but it's too far so I went to the nearest. Besides, dropped by some big and nice cake house nearby. 

This is my mum's birthday cake! She can't blow the candle too bad but cake are pretty okay too. The macaroons are pretty ! There's lot's of types of cakes in the shop. Moonlight Cake Coffee Cake if I am not wrong with the name. It's at Sri Petaling too! Give it a try! 

Okay, after much feast till tomorrow, I will be back on schedule again. Gaining weight is much easier for me compared to losing weight and I hate it. Gain back what I lost so hard in just a few days. Gosh! 

So reluctant to come to work today. but I have too. Let's just be patient at the moment. 


20 July 2015

Mother's Birthday!

It's my mom's birthday today! I thought of taking off today but she needs to do something. Maybe tonight? Whatever it is, it will be my spend today. I am willing to do so. I wish in near future, I can spend something bigger for you. I will work hard. One day it will. Dinner? Karaoke session? I use to buy gifts for my parents, whether it's birthday or parent's day. In fact I still last year. I know my dad places his present in office. I know he likes my surprise. I am sorry that I wasn't able to purchase something grand. I told myself that I will one day. I never thought he would leave so early. I am sorry. I will still fulfil this wish. cause it's mine too. I left with my mum now. I want to do something. 

I want to bring her to travel soon as a gift instead. I want her to experience the different side of the world. I can't afford it now but I hope it's soon enough. Time is ticking and the world has change.

It's Monday Blue! I wanna go back home now. I am all alone, there's no one for me to share things. So pathetic. 

I haven't update the second part of my UK life! I have been busy lately. soon soon! ^^

Last but not least,


19 July 2015

Sekinchan and Kuala Selangor

Today was an awesome day with the family! I had a trip to Sekinchan and Kuala Selangor with my big family! It was hot but it was definitely fun. We went to quite a few places! Had both seafood lunch and dinner! Oh gosh, guess I need to detox for the rest of the week! Here's what I have for today.

The family trip. I love the tree. The beach is just next to it. 

Oh that's the tour guide, aka my cousin. 

The seaside is quite dirty and unpleasant. 

Manage to pass by some paddy fields. Looking so nature and peaceful before we visit the factory. 


Had an high expectations for this place, 
the paddy gallery but it's just all not real. Such a waste. 

Sat this as well! Pretty okay too surprisingly. The amount of people is enormous. Maybe cause it's holiday. 

The lighthouse! I guess it is cause it looks like it to me. 

And the whole map of the place. It's not that big so a day would be okay. 

Wonder what's the next place gonna be?Cameron Highlands maybe? Oh gosh. 

I am blogging while waiting for our dinner. Gonna update the last destination which is to see the fireflies! Will see if I get to take sum pictures. 


Pictures from our dinner! 

Looks good right? It's quite okay but rthe price is not worth it. The crabs arê really small. Want more worth eating seafood? Just head to Sekinchan. 

Din manage to take pictures of the fireflies. Need DSLR to take. But here a picture before we hop onto the boat. 

Reached home at almost 11.00+ PM. Tired but fun! Looking forward for our next to trip together! 

17 July 2015

Korea Day!

Today is an awesome day! I manage to go all the way to Solaris Mont Kiara's Korean town! I had two rounds over there! Dessert than dinner there. So many restaurants! But we manage to pick our first restaurant to try! 

This place is nice! It's Olla Restaurant. If I did not remember wrong but it's quite pricey. Food was just okay. But the environment is nice. 

Dessert in the afternoon! We ordered too much that we can't finish it. 😢😢😢 didn't know that it would be this big for a small size. I mentioned that I wanna explore this new Korean town and I am loving the place already. I am a bit bored with Ampang Korean town. 

I am feeling so full now and I need to get ready for tomorrow's trip! Exciting. 

16 July 2015

Three days OFF!

Can't wait for today to end. It's so nice that my family and relatives are arranging some outing the whole day together! It's gonna be a tired day since we're gonna be out from morning till night. This is my first time for such a big family outing. It would be great if we could stay over. We're heading to Sekinchan and Kuala Selangor! :) Looking forward.

I need Korean food now. Oh gosh, has been two months since I officially eat Korean food. Saturday would be seafood day. Yeap, say bye to my diet plan! Anyway, I am starting up a new one on Sunday, so I am gonna do some groceries tonight! My weekends has always been filled lately. I want a weekend that I can stay home to really rest. 

I feel like taking TOPIK exam but I don't think I can make it this year. I would probably take it next April. I prefer to take exams when I am totally ready. I am need to revise for TOPIK by now a little and see how to improve. I have been reading the textbooks over and over too many times. Guess  I need to explore the story books I bought soon. Otherwise, it would be hard for me to improve. 

I planned to study Chinese too. Oh yes, I am a BANANA! I can converse in Chinese but I can't really read and that's really SAD! So I am gonna self study instead. Lot's of memorise to do though. 

Once I am okay with these two languages, it's gonna be Japanese then France! <3 font="" i="" just="" languages="" learning="" love="" nbsp="">

I will update the second part of my UK life soon and also my South Korea trip last year! Will try to post more pictures too.


15 July 2015


I have been dieting for some time but I only manage to loose 4-5 KG within a month. Yes, healthy way, I should exercise. Been giving myself much excuses. I am getting old, and I really want to have an awesome body. I have controlled much my diet compared to last time but lately, my appetite seems to return. I need to stop, really. It's really hard for me to loose even 1KG, what's more with 4-5KG? I sort up fed up of dieting, I just wish I can eat all I want but wouldn't gain weight. My will needs to be strong. It's already mid-year and I am way off in achieving my goal. I think this is the only goal that I find it hard like a drug addiction. I need to shed 10KG by end of the month. Can I do it? I think I need to paste lots of memo around my room to remind myself.

Change before year end or be like this forever for the rest of your life. It's my choice now. This week is gonna be the end of it, if next I don't control that's the end of everything.

Wish me luck. 

Selamat Hari Raya

A day more and it's 3 days OFF! I can't wait for tomorrow already. Oh gosh, it's Raya already. Taking the chance to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya! Have fun celebrating despite of whats happening in Malaysia now!

May you guys have a blessed year!

I never thought myself would get back to blogging till recently. Feel this urge that I need too. I have been thinking so much from every angle. Is this really happening? Why the person done so? Why the person so ungrateful? Does he deserve this ending? Maybe to end the misery? All kinds. Even when am I gonna get my desired job!

From mentally stress to mentally and physically stressed and to not so stressed. From nice colleague, bland and a little ignorant. I think I have met all kind within a year and a half. I guess I should enjoy my entertaining life so far. 

Just till recently, I feel I need someone to count on. Someone that I can lean on whenever I am not happy. Instead of a boyfriend, I wish to have an older brother's love. I am the eldest, I never felt the love from an elder sibling. I have been longing for this for a long time. Wonder if I am able to find one cause he's someone I need right now. 

Friends. Being friends with guys and ladies from my perspective is a little different. Ladies are much more sensitive and not many tend talk out the problem compared to guys, for what's happened to me is a great lesson. I changed. I looked at things differently and I noticed that. Things can't be forced, let it be. Forget the bad memories and live ahead! :) That's what I am practising now cause life is so precious and unpredictable. You will never gonna know what happens next. 

Instead of whining about life, work, people or things, learnt to appreciate more. Life would be much better in fact will be if you're positive and grateful. 

Life, shall thee say. 

14 July 2015

Time passes.

I am having the habit to blog during the morning with a laptop. I don't really like my PC's keyboard. I am always aware that time passes really fast. Like in a blink of eyes you're already almost a full grown adult. Ever since I stepped into the working world, so much I have experience, from work, family and friend.

Have you ever felt during your most lowest ebb, your friend chose to let go of you instead of talk over it?  It's not just a normal friend, but a friend that probably knows you the longest and quite the most maybe. I guess finding a true friend that really sincerely shares your problem and talks over it is perfectly hard. I was naive maybe. It's true when people say having a bunch of friends is nothing if you don't have much true ones or I would say faith-ed ones when you thought they are. That gave me a great lesson and boom about people, all in one go. I no longer know how to define and understand people like I use to. Humans are scarier than anything else in the world. I have grown much about everything. Maybe this is my first encounter, I would need to get use to it. Everything has it's first time eyy? And everything happens for a reason because at the end, any bad or good you do would come back to you eventually, that's what I learnt for the past few years or even so much for the past few months. Pfft, drama. 

This is life. I need to go one for what's and all that's happening. We have all kinds of people in the world. Maybe to some people point of people, I am weird or not so good either. Everyone has their own point of view. No grudge no revenge. Just great disappointment. I don't how should I say, it's actually good or bad? 

To the people out there, if you found your right friends, keep them. Maybe it's not my time yet in finding a person who appreciates my friendship. Maybe. 

13 July 2015

My Dad My Hero

Life is unexpected. I learnt to appreciate little things of my life step by step. My dad passed on two months ago. I have ever expected things would end this way. The story towards this is so long that it's hard to believe. I still miss him from time to time. He's someone that has sacrificed so much for the family. Without my both parents, I wouldn't be here now. Having great experience overseas and locally. No one's perfect but I can't deny that I have an awesome dad. Somethings you see it but you don't say it. Even while typing  this out, I feel like shedding tears cause the man of life left me earlier than I expected. 

I am happy that he's able to see me graduated. In fact, not a first class honours but a second class honours in overseas. I am glad I made him proud. My only regret that he's only able to see me succeed in part of my life. I have yet to succeed my life and still long way to go. I told myself ever since I was young that once I handled my education next is my career but unfortunately, it was too late. It's too late for him too see but it's never too late to make him feel proud for another time. It may be a hard journey towards my goals of my career or life, but it will never be as hard as you have suffered to provide us a good life. I always appreciate and proud to have you as a dad. That's why I have work so hard in education or work wise. You know I am not a bright student like the others, I know you know that I worked really hard to be where I am now. You seen me stressed but you know I am the type who wouldn't give up easily for something I want to achieve. You trusted and believed in me, I will try to do my very best.

It's really hard to cope, still yet. Losing a family member. When you're out for dinner, the table of 6 became table of 5. At times, I felt empty at home, like someone's missing or am I actually dream? I can't believe I am partially being the head now. Holding on to this family. If I am not strong enough to hold the family together with my mum, who else would? Probably he is in a better place. A place he wouldn't need to stress in sense of financially or emotionally or in health. 

Honestly, up to this point, I still wonder for the answer. For the past six months, I always ask why? why this happened? I have done my part as much as I could. Keeping myself positive that every thing would turned out well. but........... I wish the answers to my question would be answered one day. For all that's happened in the past 6 months. For that reason, I want to be sure of. 

Thank you for everything, DAD. I sincerely appreciate everything you have done and I will not give up on making you proud. I am strong and I will continue to be. One thing I have just realised that I have learnt from you, being grateful with everything especially those who have helped you. Those memories with you, I will treasure it till the day I passed on. Don't worry about mum, she have us. We maybe be hard on her externally, but internally we really do care about her, in fact for both. We just don't express it well. 

I love you and thank you...... 

I would like to express my gratitude to those who sincerely came to the funeral. 

I just need more time. Sometimes, I just feel tired carrying a shell being strong and cheerful. Till I realise, blogging use to be my way of expressing my inner self. I don't really care whose reading, I just wanna make myself feel better and stronger. 

Life in UK - Part 1

I have lots of pictures to upload but I am lazy to dig up my hard disk. Guess the beginning part I don't need much pictures. So let's begin my story! Pardon my English. I haven't been blogging so long that my English has deteriorated, sadly. 

I basically rent their hostels to stay in city centre. It's really convenient. I basically walked to everywhere I go. There's even a Tesco Express around my area few blocks away. I live with 5 other flatmates which most of them are from Hong Kong and all dudes. I was afraid that I might be staying with westerns or europeans cause I heard they were noisy as they might blast their music out loud which happens at opposite side of my floor. There's actually an Asian dude leave there as well, poor him, must be hard to concentrate. 

My room view was just okay. I can see the opposite office building every morning. People working and walking around. How I wish, I worked there. Occasionally they gave bank holiday which is on Monday. Till now, I don't exactly know when it is though. 

My accommodation : https://www.facebook.com/jerica.zhuu/media_set?set=a.4712081564570.186968.1370334810&type=3 

My university was an awesome place. It's really big and has a few around Bristol that has different course placed. Didn't really get to take some pictures of my University. Travelling to uni wasn't as hectic as my time over here. The bus stop is just few seconds away by walking from my flat and the bus stops right in front of my uni. Adapting with the education there was hard at first but eventually it became fun! I love 3/4 of the subjects I chose. Lecturers were amazingly interesting and dedicated. But of course when it comes to assignments and thesis, life would be stress. Laboratory sessions for my thesis was quite fun and hard. They separated us in group but I was the only Asian female in my group while the rest were local males. They are really nice people. I feel lucky being grouped with them. They helped me a lot and I am so thankful. Not to say, one of my lab mate that I am closer with was quite cute! and another neighbour labmate was quite good looking with his blue eyes and strong English accent which I really like! I always teased him with his blue eyes, I really admired them and he tends to get shy everytime I do so. AWWW! He's really cute and I almost fell for him! :P We worked together along during our dissertation and presentation. Burned the midnight oil during our datelines, meeting in library discussing. Those days, those times, missed them. English man are really gentlemen, I basically never opened the door myself when I were in UNI. You can barely see a guy doing that here, really. I miss the lecturers there too! I still remember one of my favourite lecturer's name, Tony Rhodes who taught me Cellular Pathology, man he is a PROFESSOR and he was in Malaysia last year! I saw him! I wanted to say HI! but the monorail was too crowded for me to go over and I was also afraid that he can't recognise me. 

I also participate in their activities for International Students. Got to know new friends from different places. Even got to know Asians who born here, as BBC! So envious with their accent. I think he's the first person I knew when I touched down Bristol. He's another nice person who I have met here. We got some how a little closer later that, introducing our cultures and went to each other's dorm to have dinner. I remember we watch Resident Evil 4 for free together! The cinema tickets in UK is really expensive. They also have Boxing Day sales! The items were really cheap! Their Halloween were really happening, everyone dressed as zombies and walked around. They even had a naked bicycle ride! I forgot what that event represents. I don't wanna post that pictures over here! LOL. Awkward. Also, I went to the clubs here. KPOP themes mostly. Drinks were cheap. Cocktails are awesome. People are approachable and fun. Unlike here. 

Of course there were lots of happening during the study part but I wouldn't want to blog about it. Manage to visit one of the 7 wonders in the world. Really beautiful. 

Stonehenge and Salisbury : https://www.facebook.com/jerica.zhuu/media_set?set=a.4846823693039.190188.1370334810&type=3 

The autumn in UK : https://www.facebook.com/jerica.zhuu/media_set?set=a.4851913660285.190271.1370334810&type=3

Winter in UK : https://www.facebook.com/jerica.zhuu/media_set?set=a.10200470543870706.199963.1370334810&type=3 

I have more pictures during Spring and Summer which almost towards holidays. I visited almost the whole Bristol, to Bath, to London and cities beside. Maybe I shall update it in part II? I hope I won't be posting links to my FB cause it's limited to friends. I will try to dig out my pictures. I even met awesome people during my hard times in UK. Can't wait to blog about it and the next part would be my last part of my life in UK with more pictures! I still have more to blog about! My trips to South Korea and learning Korean, going to concerts, knowing Koreans! 

Anyway, this ends my story of today. More coming up soon!

12 July 2015

Clubbing at Playz - The Roof at First Avenue

I finally worked out with the HTMLs. My blog has revived! I am gonna blog as much as I could in future. 

Two continuous night I was out till midnight. Well, believe it or not, yesterday was my first experience in Malaysia's club and I wouldn't say it's a great experience I had. Eventually, the culture did not pass it on here. Maybe I got my expectation to high comparing to the ones in UK. Crowds were fine as time goes by. Dudes were quite cute but the hype wasn't really there. Gentlemen courtesy doesn't seems to be practical here, sadly. I wasn't surprise either. What happened? I don't want to remember too. Yesterday night did inspired me much. Pictures? Please don't ask. 

I wanna have a better experience. How should I start over it?

I will blog more about my UK like with some pictures soon. 

10 July 2015

Traders Hotel, GOBO CHIT CHAT

Good afternoon!

I have so little time to actually update my blog. I will find some time soon eventually.
I will continue my story about my life for the best few years I stopped blogging on the next post. :)

I went for my company's Buka Puasa dinner yesterday. Finally get to see the biggest shareholder of the company. The dinner was at Traders Hotel's Gobo Chit Chat. I wouldn't say the good is great but just okay or maybe it did not suite my taste. Forgot that I started blogging and would be nice to update with some pictures. Maybe I will try another round of buffet there when the theme is different. 

Even went for a drink later that, so not me. I really hate drinking but I try for the sake of social. Guess I would need it one day. Just a bottle of Apple Cider and I disliking it much. I would rather take the wine better. I don't expect myself to be a drinker in future. A good or a bad thing? Good thing, alcohol is bad for health especially the liver - leads to Hepatitis B. The good thing, drinking it one in a while is good for blood circulation. Worth a try though! I will have another try tomorrow night maybe. 

During the dinner, there's other company dinners as well. Gosh, so envious when I see caucasians in their company. They are so approachable and nice. Even their superiors. The environment is definitely something I am looking for. I wonder when will have this opportunity. I am getting older and this is only my second year of working. I really set myself to achieve my dream job within 3-4th year of working. Otherwise, I will be old and I hope it would be a realisation. 

Today would be a full day for me as I am heading out right after work to movie and midnight karaoke session. More to do on Saturday as well. Better enjoy early than late. :)

Guess it's all for today. I will try to update more during weekends. 

8 July 2015

Feel like blogging again

It has been almost 4 years since I quitted blogging. But lately, I felt like blogging again. 

It had been quite a life I have for these past four years from up to downs. I have so much to say that I do not know where to begin. 

Taking about blogging again, I actually forgot how HTML works. Maybe I would need to do some research again. Guess, this is the only place where I can share my feelings and problems which I would feel better. I planned to blog my everyday like here as memory but I doubt as I am already working and no longer in my education life. 

My education life awesomely finished in 2013. I did a twinning programme to UK, Bristol for a year and that was the greatest experience I ever had. Meeting awesome people from different countries, stressed till I cried before finals, had some problem with friends, homesick and so on. Feeling awesomely excited when I touched down UK. Reached University and they brought me to my dorm, wasn't really used to it but eventually adapted to it. It was quite tough during the period, everything was so different from my home country and thank god, the people in Bristol were really nice to help even the lecturers.  I love the lecturers there. Were so dedicated with their work.

Anyway, will update more with my life in UK tonight.

and my life on wards.