31 May 2016

Last Day of MAY

Look at how time passed! It's already the last day of MAY! Time is so scary! It's Monday blue yesterday! I feel so tired for not having much sleep! I told myself to sleep early this week onwards though, so I guess I need to do it! I need to slowly begin my revision already. I already begun a little the HSK 4 exam book and there's a lot of words I can't recognise! Feeling worry now. I wanna take the exam on August but... let's see how it goes till next month before registering. Phew, I pass through one battle, wanna pass through another one as well! 

There's more weeks during mid-year! Guess time would pass a little slower though. There's more weeks to it. And yeah, this week is the last week of it before the healthy way. I hope I will do it for real though. I really need too, it's more than half of the year I did the non-healthy one this is so bad! I need to really stop. I am almost close to it already. Lately, I have been wanting to eat ice cream so much! Why is it so? 

The blue black on my hand has not gone off yet, some say it takes two weeks to take off from the blood donation. If not, I would need to seek some advice though. Let's see how it goes. 

I have been starting some new line up of dramas! Yoon Shi Yoon's new drama seems not bad, most of the actors and actresses are my favourite! :) Looking forward though.  

30 May 2016

Belgium Waffle

Catch up with bunch of friends yesterday. It feels good. Bunch of high school friends, look at how time passed so fast. Everyone is at that age where we are all thinking really far ahead. I feel I really aged a lot. I should have researched the place before going there, it's really not a good place for a catch up at all besides the Mcdonald there. Afternoon would be a good time though. Maybe I will drop by this weekend, if I have some time. 

While waiting for my friend, I dropped by at an opened cafe, Life Tree. From the outside, the place looks nice. So I decided to drop by to have a look. I never want to order a drink since it's famous for coffee. I can't drink coffee, my body just can't digest it well. So I decided to order a Belgium waffle instead, regretted it. It's quite a big portion and I really do not want to finish it if it's not because of the price. Aside the decoration, the ice cream is just simple inlike Bookmark's. The waffle is just soso. I don't think I would drop by here anymore. I am looking forward to try the other two cafes there. 

Oh it's the Monday blue and it's school holiday as well. I wish there's work holiday as well. My last week, my last shot! Let's do it! 

29 May 2016

Art Coffee - Bookmark Cafe

Yesterday was a hectic day! Basically went out for the whole day! I woke up early for class, half day gone. Back home, went out with mum for shopping  since it's sales. Great, I spent so much yesterday that I need to fast next month as well. Freaking great. Damn freaking great, back home a while, get myself ready and off to some chit chat session with le friend. Went to Beary Pottery Studio Cafe but their water was cut off, there's limited of order on the menu, I guess they can understand why we left without ordering anything. Hop to Bookmark Cafe, coffees were quite promising with the arts. The pancakes were quite okay as well. Not great but quite okay. 

They are cute aren't they? There are so many cafes around Taman Connaught now! There weren't any during my time man! Now there's like five cafes there! I am so envious with the students there now, guess I would hang out there pretty often as well since it's not far from my place! I need to try out the rest of the 4 cafes since I tried 1 out of 5 of it! I am really outdated now, sadly. 

Weekend is scary for me as I can't hold it. With le mum and friends definitely some gained. I can't. I need to try to achieve my exact target this week! Fingers crossed. 

28 May 2016

Seafood Day

Oh well, yesterday was a pre-celebration for my sister's birthday! So mum cooked lobster, crabs and clams! Basically, there's no greens but just seafoods! It has been so long with ate so good. Really so long, ever since.... I have a few pictures, but this is the best to be posted out. It's so delicious though! There's one more kind of crab that my mum cooked, the Marmite kind. And the lobster was garlic flavour. Best meal of the year. 

I can guess the personality after almost a month, oh well. I guess I just have to accept it and go with the flow. I am feeling a little tension these days. Trying to keep myself calm as much as possible. 

Class later in the morning, it has been some time! I have not been attending class for half a month! There's much to catch up now! 

I wanna hang out tonight but friends are either working or celebrating occasions. TT

27 May 2016

TOPIK I Results.

I was supposed to check my TOPIK 1 results yesterday was the traffic was so heavy that the page has been loading for hours. I am still not able to check my results yet. I am feeling so anxious right now! I really need to know my results! And yet, it's not letting me to check. How can it be so jam! Damn it.

I was suppose to meet my friend, but she can't make it last minute and I wore so nice just to meet her. HAHA! Oh well. I had a big ulcer on my mouth anyway, I can't really talk or eat much well. It hurts a lot! I never had such a big ulcer for so long! Touch wood, hopefully no more in future. The pain made me became blur for the whole day and a little pissed off. I hate the feeling. 

May is coming to an end and June is coming, this is so scary! Time passes so fast that it's already mid-year. I have been working for the same company for the past 1 year plus! I broke the record but still long way more to go! I can bear with this and move on till early 2017! I can do this! Patience is the key! The bright future is coming soon! Fighting! 

I am happy to receive a message from my Korean friend that is now in UK! He still remembers that I like UK a lot. Updated me his whereabouts and the place, aww so nice of him! I really miss UK. I wanna go back there some day. He's gonna be there for two years and I am so envious. I wish I had a career like him. But of course a price to pay. He works his ass off to earn what he has now. I mean, it's worth it though. I wish I can as well. The field is the problem I would say. I am so envious. When is it my turn to make people envious instead. 

26 May 2016

Finished! HSK 4 preparation!

I am finally done with my Chinese books and now I am ready to start my HSK 4 past year papers! This is so nerve wrecking! It has been so long since I purchased this book but have yet to use it. Look hard even with a glimpse but hell yeah, I would probably take the exam on August. Don't wanna rush the exam. Wanna score well. Oh gosh, today is my TOPIK 1 result! I am only able to view it after 3PM, I am feeling really nervous with my scores. I wanna know how much I got badly! I hope it's not bad! Fingers crossed. 

Okay, I need to stop revealing so much about myself again. To be on the safe spot, I do not know how is the person like yet, this could be dangerous! I need to be really cautious man. I am so careless again, spilling out nonsense. Leave it to be suspicious! Oh please. Speak less about yourself. More on work okay? Grr. hate being a lady. Talk too much. ==

That's all for today. Gonna meet up my ex-colleagues again tonight with probably another batch! It has been so long and hope I did not shocked then with my new look. 


25 May 2016

Blood Donation Day

Yesterday was my blood donation day! I have been wanting to do this for some time! This is only my second time doing so, hopefully I am able to donate more in future. I think it's a good thing that I can donate and hopefully to save life. I studied this major myself, so yeah, I know how important blood is. My test was fine before the donation, apparently after the blood donation, my hand swell and my blood pressure was low. I did feel a little dizzy and nausea at that moment, but it wasn't quite serious. They were worried and kept looking up after me. Even get the doctor consultant to see if I am fit to take off, but really, I feel warm with the service there. Nice nurses! 

I am feeling confused now, I do not know how to judge. Hard to and not wanting to anymore. I am scared that I would do it the wrong way. Shake away all the bad thoughts. Don't forget the karma man. It's not a joke when it comes. 

I am so close to what I want to achieve. A week more to it and hopefully that's it. Little bit more to go! I can do this! Getting more healthy soon! I need too already! 

24 May 2016

Frustration and sleepy.

I really hating this. So much of problem. One thing finished settled, and another one arise. What in the world is this? I did not have enough sleep. I can't sleep well these days which I do not know why though. Especially yesterday. I don't wanna explain what happened. It's not pleasant. 

I have nothing to update for the day. 


23 May 2016

Bingsu Day ~

Yesterday was a Bingsu day! Ate two rounds of Bingsu at two different places! First thing first, fetch my mum and her friends to their gathering, me and my sister head to SS15 for lunch. Thought of having simple lunch, found some Korean restaurant and it became the Korean food day! I saw this restaurant name in the web before, Kimchiharu. There's variety of foods but I think it's just the pancakes are nice. The rest was just normal as of the price. It wasn't pricey but quite reasonable. They even have a guest house above, looks pretty nice. Even Subang now has so many Korean restaurants, I am confused a little if I am in Malaysia or in Korea, or sometimes, in Bangladesh. Oh well, multi-racial country. I don't understand why Koreans like here. The opposite for us though. 

After lunch we went for Bingsu at the OWL:S CAFE. I think they have one of the nicest bingsu in town. The price is not that pricey and it's nice! Thumbs up! I have tried all the bingsu introduced in Klang Valley. I definitely would recommend this place. Sorry missed out some pictures. Will take some the next time I am there, will definitely be a second time! :) After the bingsu cafe, we went to a pet cafe at PJ, Clawset Cafe! OMG, I have the best day of my life to be able to see a Corgi! So freaking cute and chubby! I wanted to take some pictures but it keeps moving around and hard for me to take a picture! But hell yeah, she's so adorable! I wanna have one badly! On my way in, there's a baby Husky! OMG! Effin cute! I can't resists but stopped right away and played with it, he's still a puppy! OMGOMG! TOO CUTE! I forgot about the owner if he's okay if I touched him. Sorry! He's way TOO CUTE that I forgot everything else around me! Nothing melts my heart better than dogs. Wanna impressed me, can just get me a cute dog! 

After fetching my mum back, we went for a second round of bingsu at Seoul Bing cafe at Genting Klang. But it was quite disappointed and expensive as well. Probably wouldnt be there anymore. End up having out dinner there as well. The food wasn't really good as well, sadly. Pricey too. Gosh, I spent a lot today! Guess I need to stay in next month onwards! I said that last month but I kept spending as well. But it's over the budget already! I NEED TO STOP SPENDING! PLEASE SAFE MONEY JERICA!!!! OVERSEAS REMEMBER! SAVE!

According to my Korean friend, from the look it doesn't look nice though. HAHA!

22 May 2016

The Tour, The Meet Up

I slept in yesterday! Like finally a great big rest after a whole week. Guess I have enough energy now to resume my classes next week! Getting busy real soon! I wanna start my work out too with a new plan since I have got good advices from my ex-colleague! I can't wait to try it out. Again, I have no time to finish my workbook which I supposed to by this week! DAMN IT! 

I was in dilemma whether if I wanna attend the meet up today but end up I did though. I skipped the Central Market Tour and just continued with the dinner meet up and AKU CAFE, art gallery cafe, pretty good environment but a little warm. Soothing environment though and quiet, price is good as well but quite hard to find for first timer. The only picture I took. It's near Petaling Street, right behind Mandarin Pacific Hotel. 

Well, I am not as active as I use to after many activities, maybe due to my diet and lack of exercise. I think I really should and must start the plan next month to gain back my cycle! It's getting worst and worst. Really need to put this in concern, otherwise. 

Later in the afternoon, would need to fetch my mum to her meet up. The least, my mum need to hang out to spend some time too. So I thought might as well, I hang out around there. So yeah, let's see how instead. 

21 May 2016

The Night Out - Karaoke!

Finally after for some time, I am finally able to go for a karaoke session. Sang with my sister and we have just nice time to sing more of the songs we wanna sing! I am losing my voice now and having a little sore throat but feeling satisfied. We did not book though so we had to wait for half an hour so we decided to drop by Starbucks for a drink. The new Berry flavour, a little sweet but not bad. They are having some promotion right now. 

Oh well, ironically, lunch time was the farewell for current colleague, and dinner time with ex-colleague, on the same day. I have been eating a lot today since the whole day. I wanna achieve my goal earlier, next week but.... this is not working well already! Persistent! I need to. It has been fun and nice to catch with the old mates. My girl's talk colleague. What about me? It's a dude now, I am just curious. 

I need to stop eating, otherwise I can't achieve it by next wee! OH HELP! I still have little more to go. I mentioned I wanna exercise since last month but I really need to consider to exercise regularly from next weekend onwards. I really need to loose a few more before starting. Oh please! 

I am so sleepy typing this blog actually. but I still did. My eyes are closing but yea. Life goes on! FIGHTING!

20 May 2016

Colleague Last Day

Oh well, today is my colleague last day! I am gonna be lonely again for the rest of the year! This is so sad! People keep coming and going here. I gonna need to teach the 2nd person of my 1 year plus working here. Hopefully the last one as well! I am not that good myself to teach though! But I will try my best to save our ass from this environment. Anyway, the farewell is today with the others as well. Final goodbye! Time passes so fast! The last month we talked about it and now a month has passed! It's gonna be June as well! Which means mid year is on the way! PFFT! 2017 is coming in another half of the year! WOW~ Crazy!

I am gonna meet up with some old colleagues today! Finally after for some time, they are more busy than I am. Oh well not surprise. That's why I left the company. The pay is not equivalent to the job scope honestly. Maybe just the department, I don't know. But I admire these people for staying so long. I heard there's many people come and go as well. As bad. I can understand why though. Really bad working environment as well.

Okay. That's it for the day. Hopefully I can stop my habit next week once achieved!  

19 May 2016


I am feeling really thankful. I really do. Without these people, I do not know where we stand now. I have been feeling frustrated lately and tension. Hopefully the great news turned to reality real soon and we are can climb up back real soon. That's all I am asking for. Promising future coming soon. Fingers crossed. Lots of plans to do and schedule. I am just.... past is past. We can't changed the past but we can do for a better for future and current. Don't think too much about the past. It's over. It's done for good. Feeling inspired with hopes. 

I have been taking a break for some time and it's time to resume next month. I think I can finish my Chinese books this weekend before next month, the resume. Also, my TOPIK result is next week, 26 May! I am feeling so nervous already. Hopefully I did well though! Oh gosh. Next month onwards, it's gonna be busy as well. I am taking a light break still till next week and that's it. Epic study begins again, like how I did it before my TOPIK exam. Pftt.

I have been thinking a lot lately. Apart from that, I am a little enlighten with the news but not till everything is completely settle. Waiting patiently till the 2nd year. Time passes really fast at times and slow too. Patience. 

I am really close to my target already. I think by next month I am able to fully achieve my goal! 

18 May 2016

A Week more

 A week more till June, look at how time passed. May has been a really busy month for me and still is. People come and go and I need to train new people. For now, it's more like I am working solo as well since new fella is so fresh without any experience. Lift is tough man. There's so much I need to cope and do. I feel really sick of it and fed up but left with not choice. 

I really hope the deal will settled with the amount. Time is bad. Economy is not so good. I just hope the deal is agreeable already. We have got no choice though we know how valuable the land is. Hopefully everything will be settle soon. We need to figure out a way to survive, and definitely it would be starting up a small business. That's the only way. Hopefully next week onwards, I will be able to have some time to survey all this. There's so much preparation to do already.

I feel like I have been updating my blog regularly, everyday. I have so much to write? HAHA! Anyway, I need to improve my English. I guess I will start my reading pretty soon. I have so much books that I have not touch yet from Big Bad Wolf and the new one is already coming soon! Excitiing!


17 May 2016

Si An AH~

I have been really sick of it lately. I don't wanna do it, I don't wanna proceed it but for the sake of money, I have got no choice. Moreover, time is bad lately. It's not easy for a better choice out there, unless you're really lucky. I wish 2017 would be a better year for everyone. I really do. I am not sure if it's because of my PMS, towards the end but I am still feeling moody and down. I really hope the issue/problem settle once and for all fairly, and we can have a new beginning which means we would need more time to get ourselves prepare. I am ready, let's bring it on. 

I promised that I would do it, the healthy way, but it's coming towards the end and I have yet to start it. I am feeling sickly lately and I am still doing it, what am I thinking ? Killing myself indirectly? Please stop it, there's a few who asked me to stop diet, it's enough but I don't feel so, am I crazy already?

People come and go, but this is too much. Within a year, this is the 3rd person that I need make friend with again as a colleague. I hope this would be the last before the end. I am stressed enough keep distributing, dividing and cleaning unfinished works. I am tired and fed up. Sick of it already! 

But there's this one little boy that cheers me up! 

16 May 2016

Last Day of Expo

Oh well, yesterday was the final day of the expo and the business wasn't as good as it used to. This is so not promising though for such an expensive investment that has been done. Again, I have lots of stories to was told and learnt. One thing that I love about being at the expo. 

I do not know why I behave so around these opposite beings but I need to stop this to save my dignity. This is nuisance! Saying others but need to consider it myself as well. Okay, expo ended. Should I begin the actual one? I should! I am going bold soon if I don't? Healthy one BEGINS!

Okay, I should start my Chinese class this week but I think I will start it next month instead. I haven't finish the book. Gonna do so by this week. Hopefully.

That's all for the day. 


15 May 2016

Expo Day 3

Yesterday was the second last day of the expo and the crowd was okay but the business was just soso. Not as good as it use to. This is bad though. The economy seems to be really bad! What happened? Passing out balloons, I enjoyed actually. The little kids are so adorable! Especially when they approached you and asked for it, OMG. So sweet. Also, those who says thank you when they received it. Well taught! So adorable! I love little kids but I don't think I can handle it on my own, I am scared of pain very much myself as well. I will feel really stress about it so yeah, better not I suggest. 

Great, chat with colleague about PMS and it came right away after lunch. No wonder I don't feel right after the banana milk shake. Now I am feeling really tired and exhausted. Muscle cramp, body ache and stomachace. I have been lectured about my diet yesterday. I know it's unhealthy too but I can't help it, I am already so close to it. I guess I need to resume a healthy diet after this. I have been saying since last month! pfft. 

The last day of the expo is today. I am taking shift so I am gonna be there in the noon, wonder how's the crowd for today. Hopefully it's promising enough to cover. 

14 May 2016

Second Day of Expo

Economy has been bad. Expo response is bad as well. No wonder patience is the key for this year. Guess that's the right statement for now. Spending time, distributing balloons and pumping balloons. More to my concern now it's not about my work but about our financial. Thinking about it makes me feel stress but I can't do much at all. I am feeling stressed and tension. Wondering when all this gonna resolved, every single day. I just want to have at least a good sleep with no worries at all ! Please? 

I am really confused in differentiating the good and bad here. So it's more likely to be very careful with speech and actions. It's tough and frustrating but to be on the safe side, this is it man. It's weekend and I am feeling exhausted. Worked for 12 hours contentiously. Good thing I do not need to drive go and back. Oh well. 

I am too tired for more words.

Good Night world

13 May 2016

The First Day of Expo

Slept late but woke up so early yesterday for an Expo. There's not many people, more talks that happened. More things and news to know. More discovers, more cautions. Anyway, met the old mates from high school for lunch! It has been some time since I met them! 2 years maybe? Did not changed a bit, and I was given a comment instead, I changed cause I speak less compared to before. I didn't know I spoke so much when I was young though! Good times man. Those days. Stress from every angle, I am thankful to people who helped me through those tough times. I have more things to worry about still. I don't know when will everything resolved. Mentally stressed. 

I am waiting for 2017, hoping the year would be a really better year onwards. There's so much that I want to do but need to put it on whole since 2016 it's just a normal year for me. Times are bad. Economy is down. Everything has gone down, so let's be patience then. 

It's suppose to be TGIF but I have to work, sadly. I am feeling so tired already but it's fun at the moment. Curious with today and weekends. 

12 May 2016

Busy Set Up Day

Oh gosh, today is such a busy day! Went to midvalley for our midvalley set up and there's so much problem even early in the morning! Such a hectic day, running up and down to settle the problem, the contractor is really terrible. I think it's time to change them. Lucky the person on the ground was okay to solve it and I hope they fulfil their promise later in the morning. So stress the whole day! ! I am feeling so tired now and I ate lunch and dinner to store up some energy for the next 4 days. No excuses please. I need have the number 4 at the front by this week! PLEASE MAKE IT WORK!

I have no more female colleague to have a female talk anymore, that's so sad. I prefer mature topics, with closer colleague but yeah. It's a guy now and no more girls or mature talks. Can't figure out how he's like but hope it would be okay too. I am stress and tension myself since he's so fresh and there's so much to teach! This week I am just too busy to teach him more stuff. Probably tomorrow will pass on some instead. 

I need to achieve this target by next month. Before mid of the year! OMG! Oh please. I am already so close to it. Let's make it man! little bit more to go! 

10 May 2016

I don't know What to Do Anymore

Been busy running up and down today again. Though I am on my off day. Finally settled all my tasks. Graduation picture collected. Cut my hair 3 inches! Oh gosh, HAIR please fall lesser now. I need my hair growth back! I wanna colour my hair, maybe during July or a little later. My hair now is okay for PLATINUM SILVER! woots! I wanna wait till the colour fall off totally instead. Hopefully I do not need to bleach much then. I have been waiting though. I wanted to mix the colour but it was not advisable cause the colours will mix. I need to look through the net for nice mix colours. It's not so expensive with my hair length now. Maybe I should have done that to save cost.

Great, with debts and expenses. We are running out of money now. I don't know how are we gonna survive for the next few months. Land is still on our hands, wanna sell at reasonable price but.. I don't know what to say too. Only can pray hard. Giving solutions to cut the expenses but not going in. I don't know what to say or to do now. I don't even know I will have overseas chance by early next year. I would need to wait till end of the year and see how's the situation. I don't have a peaceful night at all since 2015. Not at all. Not a single sleep with no worries. Last time was my dad and now, it's financially. What happen to us? Brother is pain in the ass, I wish which I know I shouldn't that he did not exists at all. 

Anyhow, I still need to go on with life and fight through this. We will get better. I really hope we will. Looking at the bright side. 

OKAY, STOP THE EATING and RESUME DIET! I gained two kgs for the past few days. fucked up. 

What a Day

Feeling so busy today though. From morning till end of the day till I have not much time to assists my new colleague. Yea, another fresh graduate. First job. Great. I am purely senior now. I don't feel good about it though. First thing first, hard to find a suitable topic to talk, unlike with a female colleague. oh boy. 

What a day today. I met so many weird people along my way and back to and from work. What happen to this country? At times, I would want to leave this country badly. But at times, I think that it's such a waste for this country. I don't know what to say.

I hate last minute things. Apparently I need to deal with it really often here. Patience they said and I am trying to be one now. 

9 May 2016

A day Out with Le Mum

A whole day out with le mum. From afternoon till night. Bought so much stuffs and went to so many places! From Damansara Uptown to Midvalley and from Midvalley to Plaze 1Mont Kiara and from there to Leisure Mall. Glad that the traffic was good as well. Went to my mum's favourite dessert, green tea. Forgot the Japanese name of the shop. It's something like the NANA's Green Tea. Honestly, I prefer NANA's instead. Comparing the price, it's almost the same but NANA's is worth eating. That would probably be my first and last. 

Later that we headed to Midvalley to get my mum's sandals but end up bought some blouse that looks good on mum. Apparently me and my mum have common shoe size, so we have to run all the way to Mont Kiara to get the sandals. Instead, I bought some sandals there as well. I spent so much today but at least, I get what I wanted already. so yeah. Hopefully no more spending aside from language classes onwards. Money needs to flow in more! 

Instead of going right away to Leisure Mall, we went back a while for dinner and head up. Bought some sports shoes too! Gosh, Money flies but I am satisfied that I am done with shopping now. I am feeling a little tired now though. Well spent. 

Off for the day today. 

8 May 2016

Happy Mother's Day!

To all awesome Mum's out there HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! My first year celebrating without my DAD. It's just a little sad, but yeah. don't spoilt the good day. I need to say yes to everything with mum's request. Since it's her day. Bringing her to her favourite green tea dessert later. Hope there's not many people though. I was suppose to wrap up my study today I hope I can do it by tonight since I am off tomorrow. Should be able too! Fingers crossed. No one is perfect but MOTHERS are the best being in the world. No explanation needed. Know it from your heart. Love MOMS!

Finally some horror movie yesterday night with the cousins and aunts! Surprisingly the movie is pretty good, exciting! It has been so long since I seen such an exciting movie! The Conjuring 2 coming soon as well I can't wait to watch James Wan movie! Last one was really good! I am anticipating for the movie, hopefully it won't be disappointing. 

Tomorrow, Chinese calender is my dad's death anniversary. Sigh. I have not much to say. 

7 May 2016

No sense of guilt

No apology after those accusation! That's what I heard! How on earth can these people live a life like this! That's so pathetic! Despicable people! Adult? Bullshit. Still can converse so loud like nothing ever happen. I can't wait for my final moments here, and hell yea I will sarcasm you till the maximum, still have the guts to do sarcasm to others, your skin must be really thick, bitch! I accept and acknowledge the advice now, I mean 100%, some people may look nice from the outside, but from the inside, they are pain the ass! Good luck with life people! GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST with your sinful! Live a good life!

It's over, forget it. I try not to talk about it onwards. It;s not good to bad mouth and these people made us do so. I will stop. Let karma get them. Definitely will one day. I don't wanna do anything or say anything. I know some people would realised and judge one day. The world is fair, it is. I believe it.

I caught a cold from yesterday's rain. I thought it was nothing but I had a freaking bad flu this morning! My immune ain't getting better if I continue this diet, I said I wanna start a healthy plan since last month. I ditch it again for the first week of May. I said again I will start next week but I doubt, so let's make it after the event? Hopefully? Healthy please. 


6 May 2016

Scary Human Being

I think the humans are the most scary being in the world. In the working world/adult world, I think it's the best place to meet all kind of people. From good to bad, probably the best place to learn and experience as well. You don't always meet the good people, you need to meet the bad one as well to learn. Some people don't realise their mistakes and always think they are right, some realises but do not want to admit and persistent that they are right, some do not even know what are they doing is right or not. This is the reality. If I do it wrong, I admit it and I keep my mouth shut, I won't twist around trying to protect myself, cause it's my bad. But, however when it's not and people start accusing me for no reason, I will fight for my right, cause I am human as well. We are all human being, it's not just you that has feeling. Just because there are people that do not talk much, they can be bullied verbally/accursedly. I do not agree with this kind of humanity. Everyone has their right. Some things you can put the right word to say, regardless. I guess all these can be done with people that only has great EQ, morality and professionalism. Professionalism is something that most upper level would ALWAYS think they have from their point of view. But it works the other way. I wish to be in the management level one day, so I always observed how the management level works in every company I joined. I worked for MNC companies before, some upper level and professionalism is really admirable and some though a little pain in the ass but their professionalism is admirable at some point. You can see, you can judge. You will know. It's not easy to find a place with all in one, good benefits, culture and environment. It all depends on luck. I wish one day, I am able to find my good opportunity. 

I am feeling frustrated but I still need to go on. I am so busy lately at work due to expo next week. Every thing is so last minute, and I need to rush those pain in the ass in a niche of time. I don't know anymore. Patience they say and I am being one now. Trying my best and hoping for the best. 2016 needs to resolve all before 2017. It's already mid-year. Look at how time passed. Scary. 

Be good, do good and stay low. Karma is a bitch.. 

5 May 2016

Instant Karma

If that turned out to be true that she's gonna eat her own words for accusing people indirectly, and if that's true that's an insane instant karma bitch! Karma can be scary yoh. So better do more good things and bad things! You might never know. Work has been so hectic lately, since event coming up next week. At times, you don't have to always show you know things, don't need to show, people would take advantage of it. This is the adult world man! I have lots more to learn about life! I still feeling fresh, at least I am willing to learn and improve myself instead of assuming myself as professional and treating myself right all the time! 

So near yet so far, I still feel I have more to go. But I am not putting any effort, it's coming to 7 months now, I am over the limit and it's bad, really bad though. Please stop. I need to by this weekend the least. There's so many excuses but seriously. It's becoming a habit! I am afraid! I don't know why, but I feel tired lately. Exhausting. I am sleep well. Thankfully. 

I feel like going for a holiday badly lately. Guess I really need one right now. 

4 May 2016

Busy and Busy...

Yesterday was so busy at work! Basically the whole day walking here and there completing stuffs! I am feeling so tired today! Even fell asleep while revising my book. Now, that I am a little more familiar, some books were repetitive or too basic. So I just pick better books to revise instead of wasting time. Don't think I am gonna print anymore online textbooks. Some are either too messy, or not enough information or not so good explanation. Done revising a set of book. Another set later tonight. Hopefully I can finish revise before next week. I shouldn't rush it already since book is getting better on the way! WOOTS! 

Probably the place, I enjoyed the best in Cameron. I love the view despite the huge amount of people on that day ! 

I am really fond with tattoos but do not dare to get one at the moment. It's expensive and risky. I need to find a good one and it's permanent! I am afraid of pain. So yeah... I think iKON's Hanbin tattoo here is a good idea ! I like it. Shall I do one like this. Oh gosh, he's HAWT. I wish I am not older than him! :(

I guess I need to stay in this weekend to finish the books. Fighting! 

3 May 2016

Karaoke with the Cousins

Yesterday was a karaoke session with my cousins after a day trip to Cameron Highlands a day before, I was actually tired though but it's already planned. So yeah, might as well just go. In fact, not really in the mood to sing. It has been some time since I sing during the day, maybe the feeling is not there, I guess. But yeah, it's still fun though. It's good to have some good time like this with the family. Heals your stress though. I am loving long holidays these days. But once my cousins has their own family soon, I guess these moments would be much lessen. So yeah, bond as much as we could for the time being! Planning to Thailand during July. I am not sure yet, hope I have enough budget for the trip during then. I have never been a trip so far with family members. Hope everything goes well for our whole family to go together! 

I am still deciding when should I take my Chinese exam, if I am going for the trip I can't take the exam during August. Would be really hectic, and I think I am not ready yet! September maybe? Is it too late? I wanna finish off till HSK 6! I have a level left for Korean,  I hope I can finish off by next year and begin with other languages! 

It's the first day of work for May! Let's be positive and be patient! Happy Working! 

2 May 2016

Cameron Highland

Oh the hang out day with le family to Cameron Highlands! I drove 8 hours in a day. Nothing compared to my 12 hours drive the other time to Kedah. It was tiring but fun bonding with the family. I am actually so sleepy now but insists to update the blog. It was a last minute plan as well, I was suppose to begin my diet but here I go, eating during the whole journey? I am so dead right? I gained some KG in just a day! I am so stressed now actually. I need to loose back what I have gained! 

I never really take any pictures, mostly the adult took them, cause I have been there before. My second time actually and the memory is still kinda vivid though. Oh well. It's not really my kind of place, but just tag along. It was fun though.

So yeah, should be the end of feast! I NEED TO DIET AND LOOSE WEIGHT NOW! Karaoke session during the afternoon later, need to get up early to get some stuffs. I need to sleep too. I am dead tired.

Night world. Happy Off Day! 

1 May 2016

Meet Up

Yesterday I send one of my dog that I have adopted from the street off to a loving owner! Happy and glad to know that his new owner is a loving pet lover as well. Her house compound is huge as well, so lucky I shall say, and her previous pet name was brownie as well ! Such a coincidence! I hope he will have a good time at his new home, he had car sick when we fetched him there. Was so scared as well, guess he needs some time to get use to the new environment. Would be only as well, so does his brother now, Blackie. I heard from mum that he cried. Aww, missing his brother already! They barely or never fight among themselves! Lovely brothers! Blackie always keep in brownie so I guess that explains the less fight. I am gonna miss him.

The meet up has really little people yesterday though, only one Korean who came though there's quite a few who RSVP but did not make it. Same goes to Friday's event! Was anticipating but all those people did not turned up. I feel like attending the chinese, english and bahasa meet up soon. Seems fun though. More organised and beneficial I shall say. Able to practice my proper English too and Chinese! Hmm, shall work this out.

Later today will have a day trip to Cameron Highlands if the traffic is good. Otherwise, we will all stay in for the day. Hope it's fine though. At least some trip for a long holiday! I played Left 4 Dead last night with le cousins after a long time and after an hour, I felt dizzy and nauseas! I was like that when I first play too, and my university mates started teasing me then. GRR! And this time again! I hate motion/car sickness and I have both of these! I feel reading in the car can kill some time the best, but I just can't no matter how hard I tried.