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Finally.

2011-06-12T15:00:00.002+08:00

finally get to update my blog constantly.

assignment for this is done

wonder how much is my marks.

really disappointed with my microbiology marks actually though i expected.

hope i just don't screw my physiological paper too.

the lesser the subjects am taking the harder it is

second year of biotechnology is just not easy for a not so smart person like me.

struggle?. oh yeah, ain't easy. i feel really tired chasing it for so long.

i wish one day i just can feel proud and satisfied.

I WISH AM SMART. :(

reports to handle. assignments and studies?

sigh. i want things over as soon as possible.

but not my age getting old day by day.

admiring's someones life had been my very best friend lately.

guess this is just my life.

am in love with BEAST.

they manage to fulfill their dream to be a singer.

can i fullfill my dream too?

Movies to Catch.

2011-05-18T08:30:00.000+08:00

June is the month where all the awesome movies will be release.

They choose that month since it is the school holidays. Most students will be free to catch the movies but not for us college students. Somehow, we still manage to slot some time for the movies. This is the life of students :)

Final Destination 5

Here is how the story goes. A short brief. Twelve years after explosion of Flight 180, Sam Lawton (Nicholas D'Agosto) has a premonition about the bridge he is on collapsing, killing him and many around him. As the vision becomes reality, Sam manages to save himself and a few others; however, Sam and his girlfriend Molly (Emma Bell), discover that Death is still after them and the ones who survived the gruesome accident.

I will not want to miss the show since i watched all 1,2,3 and 4. This movie is gonna be epic.

Pirates of the Caribbean 4

Due to the trilogy's success, and Depp's desire to play Jack Sparrow again, a fourth film was put into the works. On April 2007, Disney bought the rights to Tim Powers' novel, On Stranger Tides. Gore Verbinski was interested in returning, but later left the project to direct a film adaptation of the video game, BioShock. Rob Marshall replaced Verbinski as director. Jerry Bruckheimer returned as producer, with writers Ted Elliott and Terry Rossio on board again to draft the screenplay, incorporating elements from Powers' novel. While the proposed title for the film, which was frequently used by fans and critics, was Pirates of the Caribbean: The Fountain of Youth, Disney announced that the actual title would be, Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides. Previous cast members Depp, Rush, and McNally were signed on, and on March 2010, it was announced that Ian McShane and Penélope Cruz would also star, though previous cast members, including Bloom, Knightley, Arenberg, and Crook would not return. McShane portrays a new villain, Blackbeard, and Cruz, playing Blackbeard's daughter, Angelica, is Jack Sparrow's love interest. The film features a musical score composed by Hans Zimmer.

This movie is releasing soon and I can't wait to watch this show. All 1,2 and 3 really caught my attention. Hope that the upcoming one is awesome too.

Transformer

This show has been really epic movie ever since part 1 and i bet the latest part will be too.

Really looking forward with this movie. I bet everyone does. This movie has been so highly anticipate that they made it into games. Too bad that they changed the main actress and it is no more Megan Fox. I was hoping to see her in the movie but due to some conflicts i guess she will not be in it.

This 3 movies is in my TOP lists to watch movies.

2 Movies that i watched recently.

THOR.

This epic adventure spans the Marvel Universe; from present day Earth to the realm of Asgard. At the center of the story is The Mighty Thor, a powerful but arrogant warrior whose reckless actions reignite an ancient war. Thor is cast down to Earth and forced to live among humans as punishment. Once here, Thor learns what it takes to be a true hero when the most dangerous villain of his world sends the darkest forces of Asgard to invade Earth. Kenneth Branagh directs this fantasy epic which stars Australian actor Chris Hemsworth as the ancient Norse god, Tom Hiddleston as his evil brother Loki, Natalie Portman as Jane Foster, a young woman who befriends Thor on Earth, and Anthony Hopkins as Odin, Thor's father and king of Asgard.

and another

PRIEST

A western-fused post-apocalyptic thriller, is set in an alternate world,one ravaged by centuries of war between man and vampires. The story revolves around a legendary Warrior Priest (Paul Bettany) from the last Vampire War who now lives in obscurity among the other downtrodden human inhabitants in walled-in dystopian cities ruled by the Church. When his niece (Lily Collins) is abducted by a murderous pack of vampires, Priest breaks his sacred vows to venture out on an obsessive quest to find her before they turn her into one of them. He is joined on his crusade by his niece‟s boyfriend (Cam Gigandet), a trigger-fingered young wasteland sheriff, and a former Warrior Priestess (Maggie Q) who possesses otherworldly fighting skills.

If i would have to choose between this two movies, I would choose PRIEST. However, there is more people would prefer Thor. I guess different people have different taste when comes to movies as well.

All this movies is a must watch movies list!

Happy Wesak Day

2011-05-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Wesak Day everyone ! It is PUBLIC HOLIDAY today.

Wesak day here is known to be celebrated by the Buddhist in the Indian subcontinent, Nepal, Sri Lanka and South East Asian which is also known as Buddhist Birthday. It is said that the exact date used in the lunar calenders is different in traditions. Malaysia is one of the Asian countries that celebrates this festival. The festival is really beautiful. As Malaysia is known to have all kind of races, we can celebrate all kind of festivals and get to know more about their culture. Foods is the main attraction over here.

So what did i do for the day? Like a normal day exactly.

My mum cooked vegetarian food as Wesak Day marks the day of vegetarian for most Buddhist. It is not a must for all Buddhist to be a vegetarian a day but it is up to your willingness. Religion don't force someone to do the things they don't like.

Though its a day off but it is still a hectic day with reports and assignments. I still enjoyed the half day festival that my family celebrated. Weather was nice to me and of course the food that my mum cooked was awesome. Definitely the good cooker in the house.

It is nice to celebrate events like this over here. Attend most of the festival they have here. You can know more about them and their foods as well as cultures.

Besides Wesak Day, there is also Chinese New Year, Hari Raya, Deepavali, Christmans, Chap Goh May and so on that we celebrate here which made us have one of the most richest culture in the world. Satu Malaysia ~

Craving Gadjets.

2011-05-17T03:12:00.002+08:00

I am a gadjets manic. It is impossible to buy all of them. They are really expensive and I am a big fan of Apple and Samsung. This two brands feeds my hunger of gadjets. I like their functions and they look amazing. To own all this items, i think i will take years to own them. I know some would say, they almost have the same function. If i would really have to choose, then i would go for iphone4. Moreover, it is so common now. Everyone is holding an iphone4. Looks a little odd if you don't carry one. So, I am waiting for iphone5 next year. I guess i will have enough time to collect my money to buy that version.

I like the way Apple designs their products. They are very stylist and not common.

After they designed one item, other company products tend to follow their footsteps. Maybe that is what I think. It could be wrong too. Samsung items are not bad too. They are getting better and better. Their Samsung Galaxy S 2 can be compared to iphone4. ! Designs almost the same and even lighter. I am in so dilemma now.

This is a problem when you like gadjets. People like me hard to save money.

Iphone is so good that it keep upgrades till so many versions.

An iPhone can function as a video camera (video recording was not a standard feature until the iPhone 3GS was released), a camera phone, can send texts and receive visual voicemail, a portable media player, and an Internet client with e-mail and web browsing capabilities, and both Wi-Fi and 3G connectivity. The user interface is built around the device's multi-touch screen, including a virtual keyboard rather than a physical one. Third-party as well as Apple application software is available from the App Store, which launched in mid-2008 and now has over 350,000[2] "apps" approved by Apple. These apps have diverse functionalities, including games, reference, GPS navigation, social networking, security and advertising for television shows, films, and celebrities.
There are four generations of iPhone models, each accompanied by one of the four major releases of iOS (formerly iPhone OS). The original iPhone was a GSM phone that established design precedents like screen size and button placement that have persisted through all models. The iPhone 3G added 3G cellular network capabilities and A-GPS location. The iPhone 3GS added a compass, faster processor, and higher resolution camera, including video recording at 480p. The iPhone 4 has a rear facing camera and a front facing camera (at a lower resolution) for FaceTime video calling and for use in other apps like skype. The phone also featured a higher-resolution display; it was released on June 24, 2010. In the U.S., AT&T was the only authorized carrier until February 10, 2011, when a CDMA version of the iPhone 4 launched for Verizon.

How can you not tempted to buy the iphone?

They have so many good functions !

Classical and Romantic Musics

2011-05-16T15:48:00.001+08:00

I have been so into musics that I listened to Classical and Romantic pieces.

I don't quite play well in my piano but I love to watch a pianist with a piano.

I feel so absorb into it. Really wish one day I could be a composer instead of what I am studying now. There is one romantic pieces composer whom I admire a lot.

Grand with many awards in England. He is Yiruma. Never knew his pieces was these good till I listened to every single pieces of it. This is what we call a musician.

Listen to it. Trust me. You will fall for it. Beautiful piece of song.

The song that I played to it everyday. It is not a hard piece. Simple notes and he can made it to such a beautiful song. I love watching at his passion when he plays the piano. So absorb into it. He really loves musics and so do I. I admire his talent a lot.

Classical songs

This is my favourite Beethoven pieces. In fact, I love to play Beethoven pieces. Moonlight and Sonata has so many version but this is the best. Composed this song at the age of 5? He is really one genius pianist who I admire till the maximum.

If there is video recording at that time, this will the best performance.

No matter how many pianist can play this song, it would be really epic and awesome to listen to the original composer to play which is definitely impossible.

Another one of my favourite classical pieces !

This is my most favourite. So relaxing listening to this before I go to bed. Clears of my mind. I think I need to download the whole collection of their pieces already.

This is really nice too. One of Mozart famous pieces.

This is one of my favourite classical and romantic composers. If I have the chance, I wanna learn the history of the classical musics to know more about all this ancient classical musics.

Compose at such young age. They are just amazing and genius peoples. I wish one day I can compose and play like them. They compose over hundred pieces and composing classical musics are not easy as you thought. I wonder how they get their inspiration for their works. I salute them. :)

Puppies.

2011-05-15T15:40:00.000+08:00

I miss my little puppies. They are all given away.

I wish I can have at least one of them

They are too cute to cuddle ! The mother gave birth the third time already.

Don't have so much time to manage 21 of this little cute puppies.

So gave them all away. Happy to take care of them before they leave me.

Study with them. Sleep with them. Eat with them. Watch television with them.

I miss those moments.

Feeding them milk, cuddling them and play with them. Having puppies around is fun.

Taught them tricks too ! Name them one by one.

Maybe for others they seems hard to recognize who is who.

But to us, We know exactly which is which. :)

They are just the size of my hands. looking so fragile and smells so nice.

Why do little babies and puppies smells so nice?

I want to have puppies again. They relax my stressful life.

My Top Favourite Songs Currently.

2011-05-15T02:21:00.002+08:00

This songs just made my day.

Block B's Freeze

X-5 Don't Put on an Act and Fantasy

Infinite's Can You Smile. Got to love this song.

ZE:A's Here I am

My most favourite song ever.

All this songs really clear my mood when I am feeling stress or down.

Songs rules my world I shall say.

Musics are not easy to composed. Especially when you need to satisfy your fans taste. Fans will never get satisfied and demand for more better songs. I don't exactly just listen to Korean songs. I do listen to Chinese songs and English songs but not as much as Korean songs. Sometimes I do listen to Japanese songs. As long as the songs are suites my mood, that's the one.

Music don't count on language but the melody. It is like the international thing that everyone is the world can understand.

Who is this world doesn't listen to music. Maybe there is but 40%? 30%?

Learn to enjoy music.

Lightens up your life.

New Songs from the Cube

2011-05-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

BEAST has finally released their new album with new fresh songs.

Total with 9 songs. Can't wait for their comeback stage next week.

This is my favourite. Touching lyrics and nice melody. Yoseob's voice at the chorus just kills it all.

This more like a introduction song for their album. Their songs never failed to amuse me.

This song was actually in their previous album. Just that they changed it :)

New song. Fresh and catchy melody.

Loving the Cube's composer.

My second favourite song in the album ! :)

Dongwoon's vocals is getting to the top now ! <3

Junhyung singing vocal. This is crazy.

Pre ordered my album and I can't wait to own it now. Looking forward.

Time Flies.

2011-05-14T02:39:00.000+08:00

Time just flies and don't wait for you.

Looking back at all these baby pictures reminds me of my child hood time.

Back in those days, I was so innocent and knowing nothing. Now, I am almost an adult. 20 years just pass like this? Don't you think it is really fast? Look at the smiles. so bride and carefree. but now just to smile you have think what is the situation is. This is life I guess.

What's more can you say about it. I personally love kids. I love to be surrounded by little childrens. Makes me happy seeing them running around happily with no worries.

Life looks just so easy for them.

For the past 20 years, there is indeed ups and downs of my life.

I fall and i stand up back. I did not let go and continue to go on my life.

I may not be as briliant as the others but I have the courage and hardwork to accomplish things.

Family always stands first for me.

They are always there when I needed them.

I definitely gonna be homesick when I leave this country though I wanna leave here badly.

Sometimes I wish I can bring my family along.

To be independent, I guess i need to bear with it.

They gave me hope and I fullfill it. :)

BEAST Showcase

2011-05-13T11:00:00.000+08:00

BEAST Showcase was another one upclose event that I went.

The first KPOP idol I have met that upclose besides Super Junior.

The stage was pretty small. I know they were pretty disappointed.

Malaysia never expected KPOP fans here to be that strong.

and now they are inviting more and more KPOP idols which means there is more money to spend on ! Guess I need to start save up already.

Why are they wearing red or white? Because that is the concept of their album that they are promoting. Shock of the new Era. Style matches with the concept.

Hairstyles make ups. Yeah, Korean idols even males do a lot of make ups.

Covers their eyebags?

As usual performance started late and wasn't that long. There is autograph at the end of the showcase. Glad that I made it up on the stage to get their signature.

Crowds were crazy. Fans pushing here and there like no one's business.

That is so called the local ethics nowadays? Wonder if the fans there like that too which I don't think so !

Wish the showcase stage was bigger and the sound system was better.

Oh well, don't put high hopes on local event management companies.

That is the best they have done . :) Yet, I still enjoyed the event meeting the boys so close.

First Post for 2011

2011-05-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

I seriously did not realized I have stopped blogging for half a year. Time just flies and don't wait for you right? How i wish time just stopped or slow down for you.

For the past half year there's many things I can't imagine that happened.

Information Technology made me blog again.

Indeed I did felt like blogging again. :) So today is my first post for 2011?

The Best Moment of my life. A day that I will never forget !

DiGi Kpop Live Party 2011.

Artists who present was BEAST, G.NA and 4Minute.

So BEAST !

4Minute

Beloved G.NA ~

Meeting the Cube Family this upclose was never I thought could happen.

Stage was close. Performance was awesome.

Even won a competition to meet them in the airport for their departure.

Seriously didn't thought that we could ride the same bus as their dancers and managers.

Even just managers, they are hot. Dancers there is nothing other to say than HOT.

Though it was tired but it was really fun and worth the hell out of everything.

An experience like this is hard to have. :D

busy short sem !

2010-09-24T19:04:00.002+08:00

wow its been ages since i ever update my blog.
am really busy with short sem.
everything is so rush.
i dont have much time to study.
cannot i nid to score well lah ! (x .
and monday no class. :)
almost everyweek there one day no class.
this time really got many holidayss. padahal short sem.
not enough time at all. (x

i still regret for missing ZE:A's fanmeeting ~ .
theres JYJ's fanmeeting coming.
i really hope they postpone to december
i really wanna see jaejong and yoochun badly.
ahhhh. jeball :(

i got reports to do.
assignemnts to do.
all need to pass up on the following week.
omg. hectic.
cant wait for my long hols! Seriously !

BEAST is coming!

2010-09-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

gahh, shud have comfirm my IDP long time ago.
now theres more things to frus about!
dont know got time to go a not !
wtff. that university i chose suddenly
dont offer biotech. only till next year sept.
i nid to rush like hell.
and really wtf ! tomorrow i hope to clear things up as sooon as possible! ..

its been a time that i update my blog.
tomorrow is BEAST comeback.
just a ballad song. but i cant wait to listen to it.
i want to listen to junhyung for once not singing rap :)
my man =3
Big Bang is coming back soon too.
two comebacks that i anticipate long time ago
and this two albums i sure to buy.
no doubts. :)

2NE1's comeback was awesome ! :)
they are really hawt.
really like park bom unnie.
and CL the 91 er is so cool.
i wish i can be like her so cool and pretty.
her rappning skills killer.
like GD! :)
YG Family rocks!

wo hen fan ahhh.
HELP T.T

busy

2010-09-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

am getting busy.
subjects are harder .
no doubt biotech is indeed a hard course to choose.
wish me luck guys.
this 2 months till oct.
am gonna be busy.
might not update blog that often..

and yeah i din get to go ZE:A's showcase.
what a sad case.
almost get to go. but fren suddenly said cant go
no teman so no go. T.T
pretty disappointed though.
guess i dont have yuan fen with them :(
maybe next time?
i wonder when. sigh

got to go
REPORTS!

Blogging

2010-09-05T00:17:00.002+08:00

whats blog made for ?
blog about daily life. and crap .
release anger feelings.
things that you dont know who you can tell to.
i guess i use my blog as for all these. .
exactly i dont know who reads my blog.
all the traffic thing. is it really my blog visitors?
messages left in the cbox?
which i dont knw.

i finish all my jap drama that i wanted to watch in a day.
before my stress and busy week starts.
since i only got uni chem one and only note.
i just read tru a bit.
and am already like OMG.
hope i can make tru with good grades this time.

theres been many event in korea this two days.
ytd was the korean incheon music wave.
and tomorrow is star dance battle.
i suppose thats from SBS. since ytd was MBC's
isnt that cool? i been downloading it the whole day. gah
hate waiting.

i guess time passes really fast.
can you imagine theres a 2 in my age number next year?
i cant imagine later on it wil increase to 3 , 4, 5, 6 ,7
omgg! i will never end till you die.

i still have lots more to go.
lets see whether i can achieve my dream a not :)

sincere is not easy to find .

2010-09-03T15:24:00.002+08:00

am reallly frus over group members now.
wana find a more cooperative and dedicated members are hard
those who are serious and nt for the sake of finishing it and pass up.
i already screww last sem internal marks
seriously no more this sem.
i dont wana screw my marks anymore. .
just by looking at my group members i feel like bursting out
why biotech ppl so little?
am scared. really do. i dont know what to do anymore.

you found new ones and dumped the old ones.
i dont really mind actually.
but she remind me. i just feel like blogging how bad a person can be.
i dont feel anything on what you did. i dont mind
since initially you dont give me a good impression.
how "natural" a person may be in front of you.
and at the back its like non of my business attitude.
others might not see it.
but i do. but i choose to ignore it.
i already have more things to think of ad.
ppl like you. theres many. shoud not fuss about it.

am i invicible to you?.
if you think you re still right on what you did.
think about it. and put it on me all you wan.
i have met many such ppl.
God knows. :)

gonna be busy next week onwards.
wish me all the best.
sure gonna be a stress on asign and reports again.
oh well. who ask biotech so little ppl .

Cross Finger

2010-09-02T03:26:00.002+08:00

i use to update my blog everday.
but now i just update my blog when necessary.
today the first class for sem 2 year 1 bioteach.
which is biochemstry class.
and the amazing thing is.
he dont provide notes.
he dont provide slidees or anything.
he just talks in class and said that is his notes.
all of us was like WTF? even overseas uses slides to teach la.
if dont provide notes understandable la.
but slides? at least la. sumore talk so sloww like his age.

and and the groups. how long can you escape lah?
hope the new members are fine ler.
i dont want stress about internal marks again for this sem.
i want get good internal marks la.
nak keluar UCSI ni

and yeah i din change the update time for my blog
i been sleeping late for the past sem break.
really really late as in early in the morning.
next week am gonna sleep early ad.
and start studying and everything.
cause since this is short sem.
everything is so packed!
6 more weeks till sem end. i was like wtf? when i been told about this.
no co op for year 1 !
so nov and dec i would be damn free!
any jobs recommnd?
dramas i watched almost finish ad for korean.
maybe by the time the shows already finish upload eps.
hope i got time for jap dramas!

and of course this sem with better results.
i know its hard. and am not gonna take it as an excuse !
nothing is impossible
please dont fgive up. Fighting ! :)

Merdeka

2010-08-31T05:43:00.002+08:00

okay updating my blog early in the morning.
and no i dont wake up early.
its i havent sleep yet!
yesh. rushing to watch my dramas till these late.
as class starts tomrorow.
means i nid to settle all things by this weekends. as next week
i will be definitely busy !.
i still have 2 more dramas.
i blieve i can finish it even before weekends :)
theres still like 3 more korean dramas i havent watch.
too many eps. and i got no time ad.
so leave it for next hols.

later i got no dramas to watch next hols.
oh wait got japnese dramas.
never touched at tall since got so many tawan and korean drama to watch.
maybe next time if i dont nid to go co op.
lets pray and hope i can make it next sem.

so its the last day of AUG.
and its MALAYSIA NATIONAL DAY.
so here it goes.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO MALAYSIA! :)

:'(

2010-08-30T01:00:00.002+08:00

college starts on wed. this is so insane.
am not ready for collegee.
feels like hols is so short.
but this time the sem even shorter.
i bet time gonna pass even faster.
am scared ! DEPRESS ! and STRESS!
even though havent start.
cause i kknow it will be freakng hard.
since the subjs for next sem is hard.
i dont wana screw the upcoming sem again.
i want to get out from my college.
i nid to stress that out !
i WANT TO GET OUT FROM MY COLLEGE!
I NEED TO DO WELL IN MY FOLLOWING SEMESTERS.
PLEASE. NO MATTER HOW STRESS IT IS.
I NEED TO DO WELL ! .

i dont want all this words come out from just saying.
but not succeding it. jeongmal :'(
this sem will decide i shud go overseas study for my finals or not.
i so fcuking nid to do well.
i dont want to LOSEE!

am not in a good mood now.
no more entertaiments starting from next week
stress tensions attacking next week.
will i make it to my target?
prays and work hard and SMART!
i just dont wwant to give up no matter how hard it takes.

i just wana catch that dream of mine.
and not leetting go.

:'(

Suckie

2010-08-28T11:03:00.002+08:00

omg i got the worst results ever!
PASS ALL but SUCKS TO THE MAX
how to go overseas with this kind of results?.
seriously if i dont get a better results for my first year .
i think am not going overseas for my final ad. :(
i nid to work hard next sem !
dont want anymore disappointment. :(
heartbreak ~

later gonna watch movie with sis later. watch vampire sucks!
no mood . but sigh. thats the oni time she is free to go
tuititon. . now i watch drama witout realising i skip the whole ep.
seriously no mood after see results.
the suckiest results ever !

i want to do well T.T
babo T.T

Singapore

2010-08-26T11:49:00.002+08:00

so long din blogg . lazy to blog .
nothing to wrrite.
cut my hair and i dont really like it actually.
makes my hair looks thin.
gonna leave it long again ~ . than the next thing i wana do is perm it.
that would take a long time. but i dont mind ~ :)

skol starting in a week more.
time passes really fast right.
damn awesome is BIG BANG so fucking going to SINGAPORE !
i wan go and see them ! G-Dragon ! WTF
ahhhh he is the only one i havent see him in person !

if possible i wana see supernova too !
omg. to make them come here is impossible.
but miracles do happen ! haha.

i love yung junghyung
remmeber that day? :P

holiday.

2010-08-19T14:42:00.002+08:00

fwahh ? what a holiday. .
before this i wish to hve hols.
now i feel its bored. but am still enjoying it.
drama a day. really fast.
and BEAST gathering this sunday! wohoo ~ JJANG

i wana blog about something at first now i forgoteen ad.
i forgot how to change ad. later gonna discover everyhing in my whole laptop.
weee. :D .

when the next semester starts.
knw life would get a lot harder.
so i will enjoy to the maxx now.
lfe is getting harder and harder
and am so worried about my results.
dont want any fails ! T.T

dramas!

2010-08-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

lazy to update my blog lately.
been watching dramas continously.
taiwan ddramas to korean dramas.
loadings normal line not relly fast.
i want better linee. .
went to sing k with pooi mun ytd. and moviee.
airbender? man the show is lameee.
not gonna catch the following moviee.

bought a new laptop . wee. old one spoilt.
finally. :D
boring lah my hols.
drama je bosann.

date me outt.

Finals done!

2010-08-14T21:50:00.003+08:00

okay. exam over yesterday.
FINALLY. i can watch my dramas! :).
still with my taiwan dramas.
gonna finish it tonite.
than my korean dramas! wohoo ! =3

i want to go out though
bored stay at home the whole hols.
wana go for some shopping. !
i wana shop for shoes!
dont know why but yeah.
eehehe. i love shoes.

neway. date me someone ! aku sangat bosan . !

ITS SS3 IN KOREA NOW. GONNA END SOON.
GAH. FASTER COME TO MALAYSIA!

Drama-ing

2010-08-11T19:31:00.002+08:00

drama-ing the who freaking day.
whole freaking nite. till 5am. what drama am watching?
Calling Big Star!
Mike He not as leng jai as i though he was ad.
he always have this same type of style. a bit sien loh.
and charlene choi. seriously. i feel . sad for her
all those new taiwanese atress in the drama so leng lui !
compared to her. makes her look like those normal ordinary girls.
the girls in the drama really pretty. much more pretty than her.
shes like. erm. nothing to say. . waiting for the upcoming ep though.

so am currently watching movies.
than gonna start a new drama.
LUCKY DAYS. dont really know the actors in the drama.
heard its nice. so give it a try. ! :)
hope its okay. ^^.
OH YEAH. DRAMA~

finally. i finished packing my books. cleared all those unwanted books ad.
pack my study area ad. pack my room ad.
thats for my places.
cleared my youtube and twitter list ad.
after finish my taiwan dramas. am gonna start my korean dramas.
i dont think theres time for me to watch my japanese dramas.
piling up. a lot of new jap dramas out already! i want more time
unless i sleep 5aam everyday. hahhaaa! cannot lah!

okay. back to drama.
still nid to study for CAlCULUS this friday! omigosh.
cannot forget about it.

one more paper to go

2010-08-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

okay. two papers down.
and one more paper to go.
paper this friday. this makes me lazeeeeeee around here.
hahas. been online the whole day. :)
anyway nid to get my plan work ad.
i got not enough time.
since its always been such a failure plan.
need to make it work ad! NO TIME! SERIOUSLY! .
STOP FAILING THE PLAN ! PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO MAKE IT WORK? :(

hope i din screww any papers.
i did quite badly for biology. gah. too many things to write.
its like 10 essays insted of ten short answers!
CRAP all i can . CRAP all i remember.
Did all the best i can already.
Chemistry paper today was okay.
at least most of it i know how to do.
hope i do it correctly. :)

okay.
i will try this week's plan. results on SAT! :)
Fighting!

two more days.

2010-08-07T02:50:00.002+08:00

updating the blog at this moment again.
gonna sleep soon.
two more chapters to go for BIOLOGY.
and its a lot of things to remeber.
hardest chapters leave it for the last..
my cough havent recover. i cant expect myself to take the exam and keep one cough.
gonna do whatever it takes to make it recover within these two days!

gosh so fast two more days to finals.
ahhh. and the line today damn lag.
i got a movie to translate!
gonna ask my sis do ler. wana read for finals.
din expect them to send me at this time.
hope i dont forget it.

neway i got lots of plans for hols ad.
first thing first of course my dramas.
tons of dramas already. shows still i have to wait for released.
so yeah. loving it.

ANYONE GOING KIM HYUNG JUN SS501'S MAKNAE'S FANMEETING
THIS 28 AUGUST AT KL CONVENTION CENTER
AT 2.30 TO 5PM?
tell my okay. kamsamida (:

Finals around the corner!

2010-08-05T03:24:00.002+08:00

updating the blog at this time.
yeah i know . so late ad. shud sleep early.
more over am not fully recover.
i never learnt to sleep early.
now and than. and i should ! :).
cause its not healthy ! yeayea i know. but hard to do loh.
i get so active at night compared to daylight. help me with thiss. !
i studied chemistry ad. but i dont really have the confident.
omigosh. scared lah. tomorrow gonna start really biology again.
dont know how many times i read. but still not really familiar! (x.
gonna suck up eeverything tomorrow and than !

monday biology paper!
tues chemistry paper !
friday calculus paper!
i din touch anything for calculus at tall.
as usual last minute study.
if possible friday i wana get all my internal marks.
wana calculate a bit . since i screwed so much marks for internal marks.
i really need to do well in FINALS! Hwaiting! =3
after reading chemistry, i really regreted. if i just studied properly.
i could have done well in my midterm. :(
so sad. question was pretty easyyy ! can even get ful marks loh!
REGRETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! SCREW EASY PAPER FOR NOTHING! GAH! :(
now have to stress for finals! SHIBAL!

not gonna update my blog any soon.
maybe after chemistry paper or calculus .
and yes. gonna start all my dramas and shows.
oh yeah. a lists of dramas awaiting me already.
cant wait to watch. :):)
gonna finish thhe the tons of dramas in 2 weeks time!
before sem 2 starts ! cause since its short sem.
theres no time for anything else at all ! JJang!
i dont wana screww my sem 1 results. JEBALLL! :(

off to bed.
wish me lots of lucks for exam okay.
i dont wana let other things screw it yet.
my mind now is all about finals.
others get lost. wont let it affect ! :)

lucky me.

2010-08-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

yeah. that is why i hate sore throat.
cause everything attact at once.
my flu ~ cough. nose block. and its one week before finals..
this is so great. should i go and buy number now? FML.
i want more time to studyy.
scare leh. recovering and yet still nid to study.
what a life.

cant wait for after next week.
AFTER FINALS! HOLS!
i wana do lots lots of things.
time passes really fast.

am sick but i cant act like one. cause i dont wana be more sick.
opstimistic. i will recover very fast! Hwaiting!
ryte? :(

Aug Day 1

2010-08-01T13:25:00.003+08:00

the first day of August.
should have a good start.
and my head sis heavy now thanks to my flu. .
i nid to study.
hope i can absorbed things later. :(
hate this. i got not much time ad okay.
stop doing this.

and yeah finally chemistry assignment is done.
hope the biology wan also.
den everythings is done.
left finals to go ! Hwaiting ! :)

gtg. chaos~

last day of JULY 2010

2010-07-31T00:23:00.003+08:00

the last day of JULY
finals in a week time. fast? omg.. big question.
am i ready? BIG NOOOOOOOOOOO!
this is craazee.
am having sorethroat now. PAIN!
faster recover lahh! :(
sure cant sleep the whole night . thanks to it.
cause it happen last nite.
and i almost late for calculus test today. phew~ i tot i was late.
but theres even others more late. ==

okay. later in the morning. nid to go back to college for that
stupid uni life thing. seriously i really hate this subject that i dont even want to bother about it at alll. its pretty obvious.
and yeah. when i finally manage to get rid the irritating and annoying thick skin male.
here comes a female version. much better. butt ~ ,
not always. college do have many weird ppls. in mine?
i tot i could have a better surrouding.
but really, i dont like my surroudings.
and i still nid to live with which i hope a year more only. :)

hope to bear with it . this is life .:)
not always nice. theres always the sad and pathetic one too.
this life makes me degrade myself. and yes surroudings.
gona challenge that. no more in future. :)
screw up this sem. ain nice at all.

anyway. i nid to stop watching variety shows for now!
STUDY FOR FINALS !
DRAMAS AND SHOWS HERE I COME AFTER 2 WEEKS IN TIME !
wait for meeeeeee ~

TESTS!

2010-07-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

okay. went to that what what musical thing.
am speechless. cant blieve i went there.
and yes i go for the sake of 8 ECA points.
and i bet everyone in the room think the same thing.
oh please. no one give response during the musical.
so obvious. oh well they can quite sing though.

biology test was today.
and yeah am still not satisfied with my marks.
so tricky the questions
somemore say easyy wor MISS LAII AHH.
cheat uss! :(:(

tomorrow calculus test! non-stop.
crazyyy. :( . hope he dont set the question too hard la.

scared like no one business.

2010-07-28T00:32:00.002+08:00

yes yes yes.
my blog is bright. Bright is good for eyes!
you dont nid to strain them :P
right? xD . anyway. am trying to stay positive.
am stress with results. why i cant even beat with that marks?
omg. like that also cannot beat? oni a few marks different.
and i dont like it. i want higher. better and perfect.
i can? :(

no mood for blogging. might not blog much later that.
need to prepare for my biology midterm. den on more paper on friday.
shiited. so many papers.
after one week than finals.
the time is so limited.
this week class all the final classes.
yeah not gona see most of the teachers?
will i ahieve my target? wil see about that.

tomorrow chemistry results.
and i already can feel what's my results gonna be.
hope it doesnt turn out what i felt it would be.
cause it aint good at all.
am scare. really do. results scares me the most.
out of so manny things in the world.
it reflects my future. :(

i miss hangeng in super junior.
i love 13 and always 13 !

Charice

2010-07-26T17:13:00.002+08:00

Charice singing is awesome.
i really admire this girl. such a talented girl.
have such a strong voice.
how nice if i have the voice to sing like her.
she's JJANG!. love her new song PYRAMID.
and yes lately she appeared in star king and KEJ Chocolate.
everyone admires her singing ! powerful and strong.

another test on thrus. gahh.
BIOLOGY. yet lots of things to remmeber.
a lot ! (x.
such a killer. and i heard biochemistry is hard.
omg. this is awesome.
next sem subjs hard ones.
and its short sem.
cannot play ad. everything is in a rush.

Sleepy yet dont want to sleep .

2010-07-25T02:56:00.002+08:00

updating my blog at this time is crazy.
shud be sleeping. this is so not healty.
when can i get a proper sleeping habit?
gahhh. so not right.
okay after updating this am gonna get to bed. :)
be a good girl ..

and pretty much yeah. hard to find match mate in college.
really hard. someone or some friends like i can hang out with ease.
and fun and relax and not awkward. i dont have them in college.
not as i have those feelings with my high skol friends when hang out.
maybe its not here yet? take some time then.
not to say they are not good. not to compare.
but hard to get close or get along like i use too back then.
cause of what? (x.
especially when come to work. assignemnt reports.
sinces theres more group work in college. oh well.
i bet everyone who's in college knows whats the problem is.
ryte? :) not to say i dont have assignemnts during high skol.
i do i have. but not as frustrated as i am now. okay maybe is harder.
but i dont mind how hard it is if you take the effort to do it.
at least i dont nid to clear up ur left overs later that.
i tot college students can think more better than high skol.
but guess not. :( . or maybe cause back then i was in a all girls class.
and it rocks. :D . DAMARIANS. communication eaisier? or okay. you know.
dont nid me to mention. sendiri tahu.

am sleepy already. i think i shud just leave my comp on.
and shut down it self when the show is finish dling. actually.
left a little while more oni. gah.
shud i wait or sleep? cant make up my mind!

am still worrying about chemistry overall. still fell i so screw up this sem.
teach me a lesson. more serious in future! :)
Fighting! =)

Blog Edited!

2010-07-25T01:20:00.001+08:00

finally i edited my blog. :).
not much of changes though.
but yeah. the header thing a bit ma fan cant find a right picture that fit its size.
hmpph dont have a proper nice beast wan. so just put up FT Island's

hope i dont off the plan tmorrow. :)
i will try my best to target my plan tomorrow.
hope so. keep on fighting!
neway. nothing much to updaate.
finals is around the corner.
shud be studying
anyong ~

:D

2010-07-24T13:50:00.002+08:00

okayy. long time din update.
busy with my chem blog as well.
so gonna edit this blog tonite. :) .
another two more weeks to finals. and yesh.
so dead. havent know chemistry marks.
really scared now. deep scared. :(
doing all my wit that i can now. sigh.
cannot let go. cannot fall down.
its just the first year first sem .

and i hope it will end smoothly. and start a better new sem onwards!
must ad! dont want play so much ad.
nid serious ad. say ni easy. but later sure play de.
keep one study is not my style. i dont like to be nerd.
but at times yes i have too . :)
what to do. education is important now.
witout it you re nothing. but a piece of junk?
nowadays i mean. ppl look down on you.

i may not be smart. but no matter how hard it goes
i dont hope i give up in the middle.

i think thats it .
will be back tonite.
got something to do later. as always on sat! :(
i love yung junhyung~ =3

1111 posts.

2010-07-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

this is my 1 1 1 1 posts! hahahas. what a nice number! .
okay today was epic though.
rush home for piano. as usual teacher late.
notice that i seriously nid to practise my piano skills ad.
cannot always depend on my side reading!
and grade 8 exam is around the corner!
dont wana waste the money !

chemistry assignemnt nid to hand it next week.
and started to redo a little.
which is so dead . :( chemistry this time so screwed up.
seriously. dont know why.
i hope i pass at least one of the tests.
if not am so dead which i dont want too. JEBAL :(
scared la. scare to death. T.T

calculus exam this friday and biology midterm next thrus.
den another week is FINALS ad!
non-stop like WTH! this is call COLLEGE LIFE!
i dont want to flunk any subjectS!
waste money!
i want first class honorrr!
i dont want just dream ! T.T

Despicable Me ! =3

2010-07-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

watched Dispicable Me ! :)
its a nice movie ! laughable and cute!.
next show to watch? dont know yet. waiting for aug and sep.
more shows releasing ~ ! :)
okay. i just screw my chemistry paper today.
never felt so screw up. many questions i dont know how to do.
i dont want to fail chemistry! DNAS! AHHH!

seriously i need to study ad.
i wish am as smart as the others so i dont nid to study so hard get disapointted over marks.
i dont want to be an average student.
i dont want too. :(
i dont want bad results. :(
stop procastinating (x

am sleepy. but i nid to get my ass off to do the report.
and yes the assignment all over again.
DNAS pendrive ! hate you. wana buy new one ad!
make my life suffers.

i need more time ! :(

won won won !

2010-07-16T15:02:00.001+08:00

JJangg ! :) i get to win my Super Junior Repackage album from honeyjoo.com
hahahaha. thanks a lot weii . :)
din expect. i won two competitions in a row.
i wish i was darn lucky like this during BEAST competitioons. GAH .
oh neway. still thanks a lot !

sent my details. waiting for my item to be send.
chemistry midterm tmorrow!
gan cheong ! (x
hope i can do the questions lah.
wish me luck!

am flying right now ~ :)

weee =D

2010-07-14T02:05:00.002+08:00

updating my blog at this time which am suppose to sleep!
oh whoc cares! :P .
i shud be sleeping right now actually.
clss in the morning!. .
shud i sleep ? or stay awakee?
damn it .

oh yeah. i have to redo my chemistry assignment again !
thank you oh thank you. DNAS lah!
damn pendrive. (x hate you. shooo ~

okay. i got nothing else to update.
wish me luck for finals midterms and also
my marks! kamsamida!

last lab.

2010-07-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

today was the last day of our lab session :)
no more labs. no more fuss about lab reports. :)
chemistry lap report marks pretty low. sigh.
biology the same thing.
not satisfied though..
hope i can do better in the upcoming exams . hope so.

everyone was really sleep today.
due to the final match of world cup. and yes SPAIN won the title.
congrats to the team of course.
and darn the octopus. should fryy it and eat!.
and let him give us 4D numbers!
never miss a shot and only once? like wth?
animals phycic? ==
this is so not fun when you know who is the winner already.
so take the animal away the next FIFA worldcup.

i had weird nap dream just now.
maybe i was just too tired i guess.
ahhhhhhh. what should i do now? study?
hope things get into my mind ! (x

Pictures !

2010-07-11T03:27:00.002+08:00

Child of Empire new concept photos !

Arent they just getting cooler and cooler.

i just love this 9 members boyband! Their song and members are Jjang!

And now with the ABS members ! =3 hearted.

awww junhyung's expression here darn cute wei . omg *faints*.

seeing him just that close for once is not enough. cause i have fall deeply in love with him. dont let me meet G.Dragon. cause the same thing will happen. hahahaa ! maybe thats even worse. though my junhyung is more good looking then GD. but GD is still the TOP ! :) .

i wana marry junhyung. :P

gi kwang sleeping cutely.

i got these yoseob's wan too. but lazt to post up . hahas.

since the max is 5 pictures. i lazy to do the second time..

these are some pictures before i doze off..

its really late in the morning.

should have gone to bed.

but thanks to the last minute reports.

still left a little more for chemistry. the results calculation and a bit of adding in the discussions.

stil waiting parts from jest. :)

its been a hectic month.

everything comes at once.

my timing schedule was off cause lecturerr havent comfirm with the exam dates.

i think i shall start reading my biology ad. gah.

hope i can finish my chemistry report in time tomorrow. kamsamida. :)

wish me lucks peepz.

late nite update is spectacular. hahas.

epic timing~

2010-07-10T23:33:00.003+08:00

yesh am freaking in a epic mood now.
assignemnt datelines.
midterms.
finals coming.
havent finish and yet havent stuudy.
currently doing my reports in a rush.
i feeel so heng. hope i can survive till monday. .
everything is so crazy now. .

no air to breath !. i nid to finish the reports by tonite.
no matter what. if not am so dead.
and i dont want too.
i dont want to screw any subjs that is why am so stress up now.
wish me lucky guys.

yung junhyung oppa saranghaeyo. =3

piano lesson.

2010-07-06T14:19:00.002+08:00

updating my blog before my piano lesson.
still waiting for my teacher.
really nid to patch up with my piano skills ad.
piano exam is so near. and i dont wana screw the exam! .
help me. let me find some time to practise piano please. :(
i got no time for myself.

and yeah. starting it supposingly.
hope dis week at least go with one :) pleaseeeeee! JEBALLLLLLL!
and yesh am a korean fan freak and so what?
hahahas. i bet many fans out there as well.
kaki kpop fans . :P
lets hang out one day !

i nid to start study ad ! must study ad!
but keep procastinate! omg!
why is this happening!

Biology last lab.

2010-07-05T16:11:00.002+08:00

finally found a chinese tutor.
but dont know how much will she charged.
took ages for her to reply my message.
gahh. really hope its not expensive cause i really wana learn! :( .
considering korean language now as well.
omg so many classes i wan take.
hope i can make it lah. i really wana learn these two languages.
read and write. i dont want to just speak.

and yeah. today was biology last lab.
and next week is last lab for chemistry.
and say byebye to lab already. :)
these means finals is around the corner.
so doomed. so dead. need to study already if i wana do well !
ahhhh. HELP. assignments havent finish.
sei mouu. gahhh
this is arse.

anyong!

overnite.

2010-07-04T11:12:00.003+08:00

currently at mei yan's house updating my blog.

wahhahaa. last minute decision overnight at her house.

slept late woke up early.

two weekend nights overnite at friend's house.

JJANG! =3

taking offfffffffff ~

wana go back and sleep :)

BEAST Twitter Uploads.

2010-06-30T23:00:00.002+08:00

all these BEAST's twitter uploads.

except the banner ! hahas. thats fanclubs! .

still waiting for all the pictures.

since all the FB is tagged with names in the pictures.

i want witout it ! :) waiting for sze mei ! :D

i din know Petronas Twin Tower was that nice view.

and arent they just cute? they love Malaysia ~ hahahas.

i love them too :)

Why majority idols who comes to Malaysia loves Satay or laksa? (x

hahhas really that famous over there too?

i shall go there and open one shop ! xD then BEAST might come ! :P

okay stop dreaming

and i know lately my FB profile is flood with BEAST names.

i still cant really get over it. let time be. i still miss them.

everytime i listened to thier song. i still cant blieve i listen to that live before.

its just like a dream. and its so freaking near.

i broght my camera but not the battery what a darn arse.

so i din manage to take any pictures. thus, i get to see the whole perfomances clearly.

every single thing. :):).

i still feel am dreaming !

what so awesome is i get to see all my really really really favourite artists ad!

i din know till i start counting.

i seen jay chou in concert before.

i seen super junior before.

i seen BEAST before now ! which is the so freaking closest till you open your mouth wide and eyes big big ! :D seriously i did that till the members ternotice ! :P.

and left G-Dragon i havent seen before.

waiting for big bang to come to malaysia ! =3

then my lists is done. left the like like wan also . hee

i want see MBLAQ if can too !

i wana go ZE;A 's concert if can too ! i wana see 2PM if can too ! gahhh.

money money ! :p

okay. i nid to get things up already.

since i slack so long ad.

i nid to start back my routine and game. :)

get the spritts back if you want a dream come true.

dont let a minor thing let you down.

you can do it ~ Fighting!

=3 BEAST!

BEAST SHOWCASE 2010

2010-06-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

this pictures are just part of it .

i think i got 141 of it from my fren .

and another hundreds more from sze mei.

ahha still waiting for the pictures!

can wait to see them !

okay i shall update about the showcase ..

i reach there around 11am . at kl live. when i reached there.

theres like quite many ppl lining up ad. padahal de thing starts at 7PM.

but quite front . worst thing is the whole management thing sucks like hell.

the lucky draw thing . fans cutting line. pushing the line like no one's business.

almost fainted while lining up. almost feel like giving up already.

thanks to justin lim yee jin you came as well for buying me a drink. sayang ~

and the fans are really crazy. i wana get out also cannot..

start from 4pm like those who sitted started to stand up.

den everyone started to cut line push and cramp in.

wana sit also cannot. keep standing.

den slowly cramp till like sandwich.

stand and cramp like from 4 pm till 7.00 ! wrff wei. i seriously wanted to faint ad.

i wanted to give up at that moment !

but i continued till we finally get to go in and wait at the stairs where. much more air and theres aircond. . den around 8pm plus oni we get to go in.

den crap again. i was like wtf.

and finally. waited like half an hour BEAST came out!

i so fucking shocked ! most of the members look so diiferent in person!

was like so fucking good looking !

especially junyhyung, dongwoon, and gikwang. the rest still look kinda the same.

junhyung! omg. he looks so hot in person! he is not photogenic.

cause he looks bloated in tv. . but in person ! inlove giler! =3

den dongwoon looks as if he is mix ! he loosk so much more better in person!
gi kwang too . more cute . but he is quite short.

dont care either. cause hes handsome face and perfect pax bodeyy is hot enough ad!

dujun darn machho and leng jai loh. hyunseung so leng loh. so flawless loh his skin.

yoseob darn hyper active and cute loh ! omg. i feel like am dreaming at that moment.

but the crowd still killer.

still pushing. feel dizzy my god. den few of the members saw me keep lyying at my frens shoulder. i faster put my head up. cause we are quite near. so have to put our head up.

san fu loh. but worth it laa. so near. i cant stop flashing back the moment they saw me ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! happy giler.

those lucky fans who went up .really darn lucky and really darn stupid.

if am them. i pok mong loh hou mou. i will ask them can i hold ur hand or what! bodoh fans!

den MC was lamee. security guards are rude. UMM's page flood with complains.

serve them right. 35 fans fainted. many cant get in.

thanks to the "big place" . gi kwang and hyun seung's expresison arent that good whhen they first come out. gi kwang like not so happy loh. den hyunseung got one part he stoopped a while.

omg he seriously damn leng ! =P .

the autograph part paling syok giler!.

din get to give the gift though cause that bitch say she will help to take.

but every single fucking members smiled at me! :)

i stared at them ! den wave then dey smileD! OMG :D chun hor.

junyhung makes my heart melt giler!

dongwoon's smile so sweet! gi kwang smiled cutely! dujun smile happily and friendly.

hyunseung pretty smile! and yoseob ! i paling suka!h haha.

cause since he is the last one. so that stupid fat arse security guard block me so he cant find me.

den he looked the other side and smiled at me and wave ! i was like !!! LMAO ! Wave back and smiled! LUMSEI LAAA!

i entirely go high after that. me and all of my friends. .

we were so tired and exhausted. quitly bought water to drink. .

den started talking while waiting.

like siao lang, all sweaty.

i overnite and ivy unnie's house! hahas.

so many DBSK collections darn many! :)

watch videos and talked till like 6am ! hahahha .

i think can even make it to nikko hotel to breakfast with BEAST.

shud have stayed at the hotel loh!

sigh. too late ad. nvm. :(

din go for the autograph session at ONE U today.

since i got all the members ad.

hahas. but i heard it was better than the showcase.

and everyone gget their signature.

so nice! shud have went actually but since its my dad's bday.

i din go loh. so hei seng. xD

they will be going back tmorrow . as they rumoured the 11pm flight wor.

wonder what they will do loh.

if can i wana stalk them loh. sigh :(

i miss BEAST already.

wish can stop that moment and see them more.

i cant blieve i see all my most most most favourite artstis before ad.

first was jay chou, then super junior now BEAST!
whos next? BIG BANG LA OF COURSE! still waiting for them to come!

i want see kwon jiyong like mad!

ahh. tomorrow clas ad.

lazy. still in BEAST mmood. i superb liek them now. =3

i mean even more.

next i nid to rush for assignments and reports ad.

and study for finals.

fighting for dream now ! :D

anyonghi 1

ONE MORE DAY TO GO . BEAST !

2010-06-25T18:16:00.002+08:00

omg. tomorrow is the day!
BEAST is here! and tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow! =3.
so excited now.
but yet i nid to finish up my reports! hahahas.
my part done. left the other part. yeah. always like that.
cannot gao dim properly and let me go peacefully de. i know. pity me.
i want group with someone that i can rely . :(

very tired loh everytime like that. have to check.
make sure its right. :(
okay forget it. am in a good mood now.
BEAST! no matter what . am gona get the autograph on that day it self !
and stand in front ! (x
sei dou yiu loh douu.

i din know so many ppl is going !
meet everyone there then !
tomorrow i guess i nid to go alone!
sadded. :( take teksi there? but scare of hamsap teksi drivers loh.
take monorail there like damn lambat loh.
how how? i dont wana sweat on the way there.
see how it goes tomorrow than ! hmpph (x

Countdown to BEAST showcase!

2010-06-24T19:09:00.002+08:00

Calculus Midterm is next week and i havet start a single thing.
which am so dead! :(
weekend i wont be able to study some more! omg.
sei mou. ~.
later nid study ad. now i wan finish my lab report and print it out ad.
just wana recheck and add things.

omg. one more day to BEAST showcase! :)
am so excited! no matter what am gonna get deir autograph on sat
cause sunday is my dad's bday ! . i cant miss it either! :(
this is so frustrating. (x
please give me lucks for lucky draw on saturday! :)
hope i get to greet BEAST members !

okay. that's it. i need to go.
i got my translation work to do as well.
this is hectic.
anyonghi ! =3

Happy Daddy's Day.

2010-06-20T16:36:00.002+08:00

doing reports are driving me crazy.
especially grouping with members which are not serious towards the reports.
do for sake of finish it.
thus, i need to recheck the works. make my life miserable.
and double my work. not to say all of them are like that.
just few of them. but still . already nineteen years old.
gonna be twenty next year already.
future is so darn freaking near ahead. i bet at this age. you can decide which is more important? but one thing i just dont understand is. why cant they think of that?
be more responsible at least? think of the others?
one marks contributes of everyone's marks.
so dont just think about of yourself.
for the sake of the marks . yes . i dont mind checking.
but i got things to do too. so dont just always rely on me. . be more mature with life.

i dont know whats the path now. nethier how sure am i .
but am going towards it . hoping for the best. .
one more week towards calculus midterm and 2 more weeks towards chemistry midterm.
i hope i din screw my quiz papers.
i hope i get the marks i want . i dont want to screw my exams. ! jebal! :(

i wana go out and have fun and watch movie.
agahh. one thing is about this saturday.
hope it goes smoothly.
and hope i can get their autograph on that day itself so that i dont nid go the next day.
wish me luck. lots of lucks.

yeahh, blog readers decrease day by day. so sad.
no one comes here ad. and am not active as i am already.
gahh. my life is boring ryte? no pictures.
lazy to upload lah. unless i save those idol pictures online then i will upload. easier.
neway. gotta finish my report.
all the best everyone !

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
I LOVE YOU AHBUHJI!

chemistry quiz.

2010-06-19T14:11:00.002+08:00

okay. how was chemistry quiz?
dont ask me this question.
i dont know how to anwer . (x
neither its hard or easy.
so hows its like when the results out..
so whats next ? report and assignments.

i got lesser and lesser things to update day by day.
sienn loh.

Got my BEAST passes! =3

2010-06-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

tomorrow chemistry paper. its the quiz! ahhh!
scared! hope i can do the questions give lah..
after tomorrow i nid to start my reports and assignments . f.
many things to do.
another 2 weeks calculus midterm.
which i dont understand what the heck he taught.
which means next week i mesti study ad. gahhh.

got my BEAST passes! the T-Shirt is so simple
but in white. so okay lah. even better if they can sign my T-Shirt.
gonna bring marker along ! wohoo ~
the Asia repackaged albums sucks quality! my god.
compare to the korea version.
that is why i dont want to buy malaysian made albums.
not worth. :)

anyway, wish me luck for my quiz tomorrow.
doing the best hope the best! =3
mix feeling though.

miss you.

2010-06-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

its been a time since i update my blog.
busy with my college life thats why.
since i have my partially part time work as well.
so extra busy with my life. FML .
Biology paper just over today.
dont know what to say. but hope i din screw it badly.
first 3 question theres mistakes ad. sigh.
so careless. hope for the best. :) wish me luck for my marks
and chemistry paper dis sat ! omg.
havent really study yet. gonna do it tomorrow.
and tonite i got wedding dinner to attend. gah.

and yesh, finally my BEAST repackaged album reach ad.
gonna collect it tomorrow.
and see how its like.
hope the tix are inside and also the white T-Shirt. .
hope i can shake deir hand.
take picture with them.
hug them *faints*
ahhahas. anyway, no high hopes.
but stil wish to. :)

ahhh, time passes realy fast i shall say.
indeed older than i am now.
very long din see my old classmates ad.
lets do some gathering someday. :)

BEAST pre order howcase tix!

2010-06-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

weee. tomorrow gonna go leisure mall buy BEAST repackaged album with the tix and shirt for their showcase! cant wait for it!
weird thing is its on weekdays?
if am not mistaken. .
FINALLY I CAN MEET BEAST! am gonna go early and get nice spots!
excited siall now! .
SMILING WIDELY NOW! .

okay went out the whole day with mum today.
gah. . planned to start my chemistry today.
but failed! ish. procastinating again ~
hate when this comes. aint good at all !

i feel my calculus is so left out behind.
i nid to revise ad.
and hope everything is gonna be alrite.

hectic life.

2010-06-08T23:06:00.002+08:00

FML. so many things to do.
havent finish reading log. dont know how to do . how to do?
reports all half way.
assignments have outlines but havent start.
datelines are getting nearer.
and yet nothing is done.
this semester is really hectic.
no time no time.
i need a break !

heard marks for reports aint that good.
sigh, hope my group is okay . i want get high internal marks badly.
and of course hopefully for my exams.
prays hard*. Hwaiting! =3
think of kwon jiyong! weeeeeeeeeeee.
i love you. saranghae.

so i gonna be hiatus or updatiing my blog once a while due ti my hectic schdule.
so wish me lucky guys.
no matter what it is. its not an end!
Fighting !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICKY YOOCHUN

2010-06-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

calculus and geo test today. dont know what to say.
last question i dont know how to do. and upcoming things.
theres more to do.
i got 2 banned forum accounts.
dont know who spamm with my acount cause it to be banned.
but i have explained to the admins.
so i hope its okay.
for now, i got no mood for forums ad.
maybe after these sem i continue? maybe oni. ~ .
my SS501 account and 2ONEDAY account dont wana bother much ad. sadded.

what i wana do next. chem report.
and assigments.
thats it. nid to start with things ad. (x
if not life would get tougher!
shud tryyyyyyyy ~!

nothing more ~ chao~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICKY YOOCHUN!
saranghaeyo oppa. ! =3

ZE:A is coming ! omg. =3

2010-05-31T23:45:00.002+08:00

oh yeah. today is the last day of May.
the plan i started partially succes till i came back.
wana make it fully succes. i came back i beh tahan . went to sleep till dinner time at 7.30.
wahrao this time really late.
but i have a nice sleep. thanks to the weather. =3.
and how am active but no mood.
though of studying. but knowledge doesnt want to go into my mind.
so i start my report den .
and friday is the killer paper. havent touch a single thing. so dead.

Child of Empire is coming to Malaysia.
but i dont know whether its comfirmed a not.
cause i wana go. seriously i dont wana miss it ad.
but i dont know where to find teman go. unless all those forum friends.
i dont mind as long i can go.
hope the tix arent that expensive!.
prays hard that i can go ! :)

all my test is on the 3rd week of june. pehuhuhuhu~
wish me all the best?
today's lab was hectic and not smooth.
and i dont like the environement.
neway, last but not least.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR SISTA, SARAH CHOO CHOO~ !
happy sweet sixteen babe.
old already.
dont act like small kid already. :P

late ~

2010-05-30T17:55:00.003+08:00

woke up damn late today.
slept late. as usual.
damn it have to change my sleeping habits la!
not healty.
test is coming havent really touch anything.
how la wana get first class honour or maybe second class honour! :(

tomrorow class till 5pm.
sien dou sei. so long.
calculus test coming even shiiter. havent study anything yet.
chemistry havent print the report.
thanks to jit lun who havent complete his Q 2 and 5.
still waiting. everytime have to rush. lazy ad.
by tonite i guess. sigh.

i want to get good marks for internal!
gah~!

out out out !

2010-05-29T21:58:00.002+08:00

i went out the whole freaking day.
the moment i woke up till after dinner.
no time for anything! i hate saturdays!
always out out out and out!
cause of siblings tuitoon.
fetch here and there. grr . tak suka.

still left Questions for Biology report.
and i found at that someone signed in my gmail.
wtf? quickly changed password ! curse that arse.

Big Bang is coming back on Aug! woho !
cant wait. gonna buy deir album and deir super show!
talking about that. i havent buy super junior album !
this is the first time am so late.
okay. maybe that's because am busy with my assigments and reports in college!
but the album is sure to buy !
collecting money for everything now.
not enough money to buy so much thing loh.

hope things go alright.
FightinG! =3

Chesmitry Blog

2010-05-29T03:03:00.003+08:00

Finally made the chemistry assignment blog.

www.chemistryloveus.blogspot.com

yesh its not taken. there's no such nerd will put such names in deir blog okay. .
so pm me at msn for the email add and password or whatever.
suggest what changes you want.
i dont know what sumroe to hang in with it .
so please response la sikit.
monday nid pass up ad.
got anything to ask about the blog cant find me at msn or FB
the CBOX is there . dont type anything at the Chemistry blog CBOX . kamsamida.

what the hel? my am blogging about chemistry. wulalalla ~
i cant sleep imsomia.
for 2 nights.
reports havent finish. soon to finish.
i nid to finish it soon ~

procastinating ~

Fighting!

2010-05-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

waaa. i gotta get crazy soon. hate irresponsible and dont admit mistakes punyer ppl. .
never mind. gives me experience how to handle ppl when comes to working life later on.
thanks for it. but no more next sem. :)
whats goes around comes back all around.
you watch out what you did.
its okay you dont want to admit.
ppl with such an ego like you wont admit.
but you will get it one day. just watch it.
sometimes, the world is fair.

lots of things to do. may not have time to blog too.
quizes and midterms in a week more.
havent touch anything. and calculus is next week.
oh so dead. .

never met such a jerk before.
testing my patient.
wow. gona off my limit soon.
neway, LETS GET THINGS STARTED~!
dont let a jerk bring you down !
Fighting! =3

Korean Village.

2010-05-25T15:49:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, after calculus the whole gang went to korean village. weee.
thanks to it. i spend RM30 on korean food itself ! the amount of food on the table.
FULL. ! no place to put anything else seriously. dont know free how many sup.
two big plates of doubukgi. dahlah FULL giler.
didn know 5 person BBQ for 11 person it that MUCH ! == lucky din call more than that.
lucky din call 2 pancakes.
we suppose to rush for our biology lab at 2PM.
but yet we still at Korean Village makaning taking time.
and half way wana reach UCSI. jit lun's car overheat. wth?
den me and jest took cab back to UCSI rush for lab. xD
by the time, lab session gonna end ad. ask here and there do what do what.
lucky no chemicals ytd. just drawings. KOREAN FOOD. =3

and shytt. i gtg. nid to finish uni life assignment.
dateline esok ! sstill for one more essay.
den biology report ! ohmygod.
i nid time for chem and bio assignments.
i nid tim to study calculus quiz next fridaY!
so dead !

Fighting!

2010-05-23T23:17:00.002+08:00

many assignments to do.
and midterm is in another a week.
havent revise yet. especially calculus. dont really lknow what he is teaching ..
so dead. uni life assigment nid to hand in this wed.
and i havent even reach to half way. omg. help ! :(

i know life is getting tougher.
bear with it ! Fighting!

jerk.

2010-05-21T14:39:00.003+08:00

gosh. so many things to do.
bio and chem asignments.
reports. and uni life asignments. kill me..
nid to finish my report and uni life asignment by today.
so i cant start doing my bio and chem assigment.
life aint gonna be easy in future.
susah susah dahulu senang senang kemudian.
am being opstimistic to keep myself up but not down!
nothing is impossible.
i wish am not dead for the calculus and geo subj. cause i dont understand a shy he taught.
as usual nid to revise again ~

the person is such an arse hole. really a jerk.
talk talk talk so big act like doing something like wana contribute something.
but tidak apa attitude. . cakap saje tahu. buat . hangat hangat tahi ayam.
no effort put into it. what a shit arse.
like to find quarrel with ppl talk nonsense irritatiing.
such a bitch. seriously one day that fella gona make my limit goes way off.
makes everyone life hard. pretend nothing happen
never seen such thickskined arse.
always thing itself right everyone else wrong.
wonder whats the stead like about that idiot. pityy.

i just ignore and do myown thing.
all the best for first year degree and first sem !
FIGHTING ! Wana get good greds for internal marks!

lalala~

2010-05-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

seems like i dont update blog that frequently that i use too ad.
get tired with blogging sometimes. especially when theres nothing to update about.
quizes is in another 2 weeks.
and am still with my dramas. LMAO.
so dead rytee.
degree ad still like that. ish.

loving the MBLAQ new songs.
and also BIG BANG new single !
gotta say YG always releases deir band with nice and awesome songs.
so i have high expectation with big bang upcoming album.
so looking forward to it.

MBLAQ has nice songs too. Y !
the MV is freakishly hwat.
LEE JOON ! OMGG. pengsan. seriously.
his hot bodey really insanee. omg.
thunder so cuteee.
MIR so yeng ! GO look so weird without his facial hair.
ahahahas. his skin so flawless ! my god.
wish i have flawless skin too . :(

chen yi !

2010-05-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

went out the whole day today. gah. no time for my stuffs.
and am tired now.
ate at wong kok with family just now LMAO.
and my two youngest sibling get to buy new gadjets.
chun giler. i also want. but the gadjet i want mahal . hahas.
so next time lah..
my next cravings are IPOD, N97 and PSP. thats all.
as long i have it its doesnt matter am outdate of anything. .

meet babied ze wei at leisure mall ngan family.
ahhahahs. and he talked nonsense. xD.
POPULAR ! . man . am lazy.
the longer i am in college. the lazier i am.
and i cant do that. its dangerous.

and omygosh. chen yi debut as male duo AK .
i saw them on yu le bai fen bai. and he is so good looking !
hahas. reminds me of how i know him.
in taipei family ! that was like long long time ago.
he damn leng jai laa. he lost a lot of weight ad !
so thin ! my god ! but he's partner not so good looking.
and chen yi's singing skill is just ma ma oni ~
not really good to me. just like he's looks and acting ! hahas.
miss him ! and finally he is back !

sleepy.

2010-05-14T13:44:00.002+08:00

ohhh. am so sleepy but i nid to finish the report by today.
left the drawing for results and the microscope label. ! phew!..
and uni life just hand it ! i mean few hours ago. come back straight away do.
i nid to finish up the reading log all 11 chaps by today. wana return back the book.
many things to do !
next week need to start with assingments ad. especially biology. make a video. mafan dousei

sleepy ~ . wan sleep. ahhh.
i want to shout out loud!.
helpppppppppppppp ~
i nid inspiration !
SUPER JUNIOR ! G-DRAGON ! SARANGHAEYO.

Happy Birthday Hui Vern. in advance.

2010-05-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

omg. many things to do. and i just want to start it today.
i havent finish my uni life reading log which nid to pass up tomrorow.
shibal la this subject. waste my precious time lah ! ish.
report havent start. assignemnts wana start it soon ad !
omfg. i can feel the stress ad.

today celebrated wong hui vern's bday ! early celebration by the way.
and we ate at sungai besi dim sum dont know call what golden.
shared and listened to a lot of ghost stories ! syok !
hope to listen more in the future from them ! hahas.
the NS ghost stories are freaky.
gah. cant imagine if i got NS ~

gonna order super junior's bonamana album soon !
omfg. the mv so fcking cool.
leeteuk half shirtless. omgg ! eyes poped out ! so hawt all of them.
so gonna buy ! and waiting for big bang's album too.
gonna buy it wish big show.
money money money! :(
i want DUIT !

gotta go. nid to finish the damn uni life thing.
anyong! mwahs.

time is limited.

2010-05-08T15:09:00.002+08:00

okay. one more day to relax only now.
omg so fast. monday my battle starts. Hwaiting! .
monday gonna get everything ad.
my biology and chem textbooks.
and also my biology lecturer notes.
wana start reading. hopefully. hahas ~
and also the lab reports . gah. agian. gonna give warning to group members first.
hatee it when things are not done. or not done properly.
this time marks contribute a lot. so not proper works.
i kick the names off. and only give those marks to those who did .

cant wait for Super Junior 4th album ! wohoo ~
wonder how is the songs like hope its nice so i might buy.
and yes i miss my U-KISS CD ! please come out man !
and i spend a lot on albums lately .
i think cause me about thousand already.
guess after big bang's album. i nid to stop buying ad.
if not. broke giler.

loving the drama am watching now.
the actors so cute. ahhas.
my precious child. watch ! love the actors!
song seung ki and one more forgotten his name
tall giler. =3

MY U-KISS CD! diu !

2010-05-07T15:11:00.002+08:00

okay. this is so shyt. am so pissed now.
my U-Kiss CD that i just bought stuck in my dads car.
lucky my GD's cd din stuck if not am even more pissed. .
FML ! . damn it. .
waiting super junior and big bang's upcoming album.
Super Junior next week. wana listen to the song first then oni buy.
den big bang's not so early. a bit late.
and not to forget jay chou ! (x broke. ~

and yeah. another 2 more days for me to slightly enjoy.
and its busy time ~ .
textbooks for degree are really expensive my god.
i can buy 2 albums using the money.
== book oni ma. so mahal for what.

sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~
one class today and its at 8am !
and end at 9.30? wth? waste my time loh.
faster change time lah !
UCSI has the worst management ever~

FT Island

2010-05-05T00:14:00.002+08:00

lately been addicted to FT Island.

hongki and jonghyun ! =3. and also F.Cuz.

cant wait for them to debut in taiwan.

i love the leader jinon ! and also lee u and kan ! hahas.

members rocks!

currently my u-kiss album reach ad.

now i nid to find a day to go there and get it.

gah. how lah?

when i should go and takee? hmph ~

results not fully released.

2010-05-04T14:43:00.002+08:00

calculus results still havent release!
what is going on ?
class started for the second day ad yet no results is out.
this is insanee man.
when can i do my course selection? oh boy.
biology 1 already start teaching today.
wahrao so fast?
hope the group works are okay. if not . i will go pissed.
i want the good grades so dont mess with me.
marks are like life to me.

except for monday. all my classes over in the afternoon.
waaa. nice eii. hahahas. i hope the friday class can comfirm change to thrusday so that i can have one day no class! wohoo. and its friday again ! pls approvee it !
for once mr ong did the right thing but not his teaching.
still soso ~ . havent teach yet. this friday will know. xD.

i guess thats all for my blogging. .
anyong ! love SUPER JUNIOR !
cant wait for their comeback ! so gonna buy deir album ! =3

my course. first class.

2010-05-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

done some research on my course for overseas just now.
gah. i plan to do masters overseas.
nid to do some research though. seen its so soon.
did found a bit. but ahh. looking at all of it . looks kinda hard.
hope i can find job after my course.
god bless me. i wana be like RAIN.
hardwork paid off everything. he is what he is now.
hardwork ! =3 loving the big guy rain! he is a awesome man.

i want scholarship . and i dont think its easy to get..
definitely though. for ppl like me? gah. no high hopes.
and yeah today was my first class for my first year degree first sem.
wth? so fast hor? my god. feel so old ad. now am a junior.
instead of freshie. xD.

gah. am pretty scared actually. heard the course is heard.
as expected.
but wow so less new students for biotech.
countable. is it a good news or what?
as for food scince. hundreds of them? wth?
so many. .

neway. i wish for the best work for the best hope for the best.
dont ever fall.
i hopee . Hwaiting.
am korean. lalalallalla~ *

college is starting.

2010-05-02T22:30:00.002+08:00

oh well. tomorrow is the day.
wish i can know some new awesome friends.
but science field? kinda hard ler.. let faith be. :D
cant blievve tomorrow is the official begining of my future.
wth? time passes reallly fast.
those memories when am in primary or secondary are still vivid in my mind.
sweet and yet bitter memories are hard to erase.
life with ups and downs? are normal . this is called life.
no one's life is perfect . i doubt.

omg. i wana watch all RAIN's interview! but no one post in online or anything/
gah. love his hot bodayyy ! =3. his new song is nice!
but i was hoping for something hotter.
and lee hyori comeback stage is dang ! love this sexay diva babey ~
gosh, i wish college wouldn start so fast.
i want more holidays. . more time.

i cant control the time. but the time controls me.
oh lee joon ! i love you. saranghae! =3
my ninja assasin boy!

physics pass!

2010-05-01T13:27:00.002+08:00

got mostly of my results ad.
thanks god i pass my physics.
so scare i fail. :) burden so much lesser now..
and just bought my G-Dragon Shine A Light DVD!
omg. damn nice lah. =3 worth buying ! for me lah.
while waiting for my u-kiss album. i might be buying GD's CD!
gona have the whole pile collection of GD's solo albums ! hahas.
loving it. but . $$ gonna boh liao.

i dont exactly collect their albums totally all.
those artists i collect from debut till now is. jay chou. the oni taiwanese singer that i really collect. and yeah he got a new album coming up. which i dont know why am doubting if i wana buy a not. cause $$ . cause of GD's DVD . and also for korean i oni collect from deir debut is G-dragon's solo albums and stuffs, BEAST ! i wont miss any album from dis group. and also super junior. :D
theres some other artists i buy unless the musics in the album is mostly nice.
so far i got, SS501 the rebirth album and one more taiwan version, U-Kiss's only love and quite a few i dont remmeber . ahhas. if i get to total up the amount. i think i spend more than thousand on albums itself. wtf? . upcoming albums i wan to get is BIG BANG and SUPER JUNIOR's new album. . albums that i think i wana buy is Jay Chou's latest album and Big Bang Big Show 2009.
oh boy, money flies.

college starrts in a day. time passes really fast .
that it wont stop and wait for you.
nah, finally decided not to watch iron men with the siblings.
lazy. not my top priority show. so. dont bother too.
i wana watch something more horror. so less horror lately.

thats much i blog for today.
glad my english is gettinng back.

anyong!

2010-04-29T02:14:00.002+08:00

am so emo lately. no mood for anything.
routine stuck for dont know how deep shyt long.
hideous now. and i dont like it.
keep one say wana start but always failed.
gah gah gah.

still got lots of dramas.
i mean korean dramas. japanese dramas.
din really touch. not much time.
and line pretty sucks.
so yeah . that is why. theres still more dramas left.
save it for my short sem? hahas
oh well.
am gonna be stress and busy soon.

oh yeah.

2010-04-28T02:09:00.002+08:00

finish all my taiwan dramas. except those dramas that havent finish upload.
my more than dozen korean dramas. many havent upload.
and some link having problem.
i got few havent watch. but many eps! and the link is driving me crazy.
oh well, started my jap dramas. but not really interested in it
wanted to watch my variety shows. but dailymotion not showing any response.
this is really driving me crazyy. hate dailymotion.
they cant upload it to youtube cause of the suspended thing.
this is so killing.

and now about the orientation . no one knows whether its a must to go or not.
i dont know am going anot. but maybe yes.
cause i wana know whats the progress. but its really wasting time. maybe i just go a bit late.
oh wait . idont even know what time and where is it. gosh.
UCSI. really has bad management. and the dateline for paying the fees is on 3rd May which is soon. wtf? i nid things clear now.
results most probably tomorrow.
omg. nervous. :(

my future starts next week, and i really hope everything goes finee.
i wana change my life. this is not really the way i wanted.
i wana turn back time. and make it a better way.
but since its already happen. all i can do its continue on .
and hope life would get better.
thats the most i can do. :)
hope for the best. doing it for the best.

and yeah. thats it.

viikii problem!

2010-04-26T21:04:00.001+08:00

gahh. viikii plug is driving me crazy.
cant watch my korean dramas ~ wtf ?
shouldn have update it. gahh. pissed off now.
watched half way den cannot watch ad.

anyone how knows how to solve the problem.
please tell me kay.
thanks.

bored.

2010-04-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

am getting bored staying at home.
anyone to hang out with me? .
i want to go out. but everyone seems busy. gah.

watching pasta now. ;) not bad drama though.
make me want to eat pasta ! xD
next drama might be obstetrics and gynecollogy.
title sounds complicated. sounds like am gonna love it. hahas

slept at 5am ytd and woke up at 12.00pm
terrible sleeping habit. and yeah watching drama.
i dont seems have other much thing to do . gah.
bored. besides drama. and am really lazy to forum . ~
still stuck at SS501's.

the crazies.

2010-04-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

went to TS / sungei wang/ low yat with the sista.
watched the crazies.
it was an okay movie. quite exciting but ending not that nice.
but oh well.
later that went to sungei wang to buy my BEAST album and pre order of my Shine A Light DVD
nid to wait for 2-3 weeks. gahh. hate waiting.
and the website i use to buy my u-kiss albums sucks.
till days ad din give me any comfirmation . wtf? .
might as well go store and buy oni.
by next week they havent give any comfirmation.
am not gonna buy anything from there anymore. thats it. lousy service.

tiring wei. so long din wallk to hang tuah ad. sumore so HOT!
sweat like hell ! :(
TS is so not my spot anymore. those ppl there. ==
no comment. nothing to say.

gah. degree gonna start in a week more.
scared. :( gonna meet new friends again. i hate it when this comes.
guess i nid to face it . and do it. and yesh . i hoope everything is gonna be alrite.
prays hard. my toughest thing in life have come.
i hope i can cope.
hope my last sem results was okay.
results releasing soon. wtf? calculus teacher say oni 20% ppl got A .
den i dont think am one of them. sigh. of course i do hope so. :(

wishing all the best.
dont woorry. everything is gonna be alrite.
remember ur big big dream? :)
dont let it fall. catch it no matter how high or far it goes.
dont fall . cause you dont wana regret in the future.
keep going no matter what this world tells or acts towards you.
appreciate it. :D Fighting !

G.O.O.D L.U.V

2010-04-23T22:47:00.003+08:00

oh yeah. today din go out. cause got piano lesson.
and and. yeah 2moro go TS with sista.. gona order my GD DVD!
wohoo ~ and SHOCK album ! :)
cant wait. maybe watching mviee. the zombie show. dont know what name ad.
shud be quite nicee! :D

nothing to update.
but lets sing k one more round ! ahahas

Red Box the Gardens.

2010-04-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

ahhh. sang k with the girls.
cheryl loo, Vvien and Mei yan. :D
it was fun !
sang mostly korean songs. some english and chinese songs.
some how, i felt theres not enough timee. ahahas
wish it was longer !. oh too bad.
wana sing again though !
lets go ! :)

waited at ktm like one hour kononnya sudah rosak.
so finally decided to take cap to midvalley.
even cheaper when we take cap to TS ! GAH ! :X
shud have take the cap earlier. so we dont nid to wake so freaking long.
oh well MALAYSIA FACILITIES IS ALWAYS GOOD. :):)

so after sang k , we walked a while. den KOREAN FOOD.
and my good. that shop ! from big portion bcome so small PORTION
mahal lohh. some more food no nice ad ! (x
i know ecoomy is bad. but if this continues, no more korean food in midvalley.
den walked a while. talk talk . ate ice cream.
vvien fetch us to lrt station ! :) thankieq ~
reached home like 10pm.
hahas.

and yeah. am really tired now. feel like sleeping.
but i wana continue watching my drama ! (x

sleeping hours.

2010-04-21T16:31:00.002+08:00

oh yeah . i think i need to change my sleeping hours ad.
i slept at 5am ytd and woke up at 1pm today.
wahraos? dailymotion loading so suckiee lah.
still havent watch finish my two days one nite.
and havent start new drama . links few broken. wth? gah.
still got lots of dramas to go. :(

results are next week. oh shtyed. i seriously hope i pass.
gosh, i feel time is really limited.
i want more time and i wish i can stop time.

gah. 2PM's forum so strict. lazy want to log in ad.
SS501 forum now. :)
shud b quite long in the forum ad. cause many topics. :)

cant wait for 2moro ~
hope its fun ~

^^

2010-04-20T15:44:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeee. i feel bored at times when am waiting for my dramas to or shows to load. and omgg. kwon ji yong so leng jai. cannot . have to stop foruming big bang ad. xD. beh tahan see the pictures. currently at 2PM's fourm . :)
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cant see my kiseop. sadded. cannot get signature. so dont feel like going ad. only VIPs. :(

tomorrow probably there;s outing. like no one comfirm with me.
Thrusday outing is on . everytime theres outing. no one would personally come and comfirm.
oh well, malaysian style. last minute. or dont give a damn.
everytime am the one who planned or comfirm.
again. malaysian style. yeah i dont have malaysian style. :P
i must comfirm . and make decision fast. what style? korean? wakakka. xD
how i wish am korean. (x

off the hook ` xD.
any awesome dramas to intro ? besides hk dramas.
not really into hk entertaiment. ^^

Semester 3 over !

2010-04-19T18:06:00.002+08:00

FINALS is is offcially over babeyy ~.
hahahas. its FREEDOM timee ~ wohoo.
started everything i wana do ad.
wating for my U-Kiss order comfirmation.
maybe Wed go to order my Shine A Light DVD.
and if i really can get it. am BROKE.
damn freaking mahal. but cause its jiyong. i dont mind :)

paling chi kek is. the last 1o minutes when i checked my graphs.
i find out that i drew it wrongly? i was like WTF?
faster correct just nice when they say put your pens dont.
am down with my correction . ahhas. phew~ that was close.
lucky i got checked back if not marks lost for nothing . .
next week orientation day and results week. omg. scary.

checked on my twitter updates. :)
facebook is getting boring and boring ~
am in big bang FORUM noww ! wohoo
looking at all those awesoem picture.
make me wana faint ~
TOP and jiyong so leng jai and cute !

updates more to come. :)
watching Super Rookie now. kinda old drama.
2 years ago. but nvmm. Eric from Shinhwa is in it. =3

new skin.

2010-04-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

oh yeah. edited my blog finally. hahhas,
i love the new skin and . love the new header.
and love the new profile picture ! G-Dragonku. ! hahhas .
and yeah. tomorrrow the last paper.
and am gonna do everything that i planned to do.
i might be buying SHOCK album and U-KISS album tomorrow.
and i wwana go Sungei Wang to buy that G-Dragon Shine A Light album using my own savings.

and yeah. so . back to forums and dramas. which i already started even before exam over.
lol. gonna change the songs too .
and else thing. :)

oen more paper to go ! :)

2010-04-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

wohoo. left one more paper. and am done. but i havent touch a single thing yet
gah. nid to start study calculus tomorrow ! :).
i feel like its holiday ad. and i feel holiday like so short.
2 weeks oni. gahh. i want more. :(
started watching my drama ad. hahas. HEADING TO THE GROUND !
yunho really cute in the drama. gona finish watching by today.
than next drama PASTA ! dont know nice a not. but seems okay ler.

i tot of buying many things. i havet buy shock album
lazyy lah . maybe after settle everything oni i buy. dont want rush. :)
G-Dragon's shine a light also i dont know want to guy a not.
so expensive . maybe or maybe know?
i nid money ! :(

were asking me how is physic finals? the killer paper?
everyone asked me i just gave an expression.
i dont know what to say. really. not to say i cant do. but just dont know my answer is right a not. physics is always like that if you re not so good.
prays hard i pass for this subj ! dont wana retake sem !
i hate the feeling when taking results. :(

neway, settle with the edition if my forums.
my god, i just notice i joined too many forums ! lol.
and some not active . feel like delteing my account. but cant ! :(
and after calculus finals gona start my foruming also.
tons of forums. (x fighting ! xD

OUTING ANYONE ? SING K ?
CRAVING FOR K LATELY. wahahaha. ring me if wana K ! :):)

albums ! =3

2010-04-12T13:07:00.003+08:00

Business exam later at 2.30. and am still updating my blog here.
hahas. okay. this is insanee.
and and H-Logic rockss ! LEE HYORI you go girl ! .
she always the sexy dive of pop ! wohoo . =3
love all her songs.
and rain new songs not bad too. but expecting something cooler.
aahhas. oh nvm he is still hawtly beast.

am seriously going brokeee soon.
G-Dragon's Shine a Light. i dont know want to buy or not. cause cost me about RM200+
and also Shock album gona buy after exam. U-Kiss dont know am going for the fanmetting a not. Big Bang's album coming this summer. Super Junior's new album on May.
of wtf. all my favourite artists album gonna release at the same time ! :(
save moneyy. and i still nid to go sing k ! hahas.
shopping ! i nid $$ !

okay then. wish me luck for my paper today.
its business. and the scary paper of physics in on wed !
Fighthing !
BTW , THE DRAMA GOD OF STUDY ROCKS.
EVEN BETTER THAN THE JAPANAESE VERSION DRAGON ZAKURA ! hahha. go watch.
the dongsaengs are really cute ! =3

3 more papers to go.

2010-04-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

okay. moral paper i down.
i dont know how well did i do. but i did my best ad.
see how high marks i get ler..
next paper target is business. :)
Fighting ! :)

okay. am pretty worried about physics actually.
but. i must make it. !
oh yesh ! :D

hiatus

2010-04-07T16:05:00.001+08:00

HIATUSS .!
FINALS FINALS.
WISH ME LUCK KAY. :)

saranghae. =3

jacob ! =3

2010-04-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

omigosh. this is so not cool. exam is coming. . test and finals ?!
crazeee. physics is scaryyy. ! :( . hope i pass this subj !
gahh. i dont wana repeat sem.
will be hiatus a whilee. .
will update more later kay.
i know everyone is busy with exam.

neway. watched CLASH of the TITANS!
not that nice but not that boring. so its just an okay movie.
almost the same as pearcy jackson.
omgomgomg. jacob allen able is so freaking handsome and hawt!
he has taken over zac efron in my heart !
my TOP ang moh now ! wohoo ! :)

boring ~

2010-04-01T11:26:00.002+08:00

gahhh. finals is next week.
calculus test 2 probably the same as well.
wtf? so fast hor ?. today's april fool day.
i dont feel any april fool . not like i use to in high school.
since class over early today. went back straight away after class.
den nothing much ad.
FINALS is coming ! goshh. (x HELP .

physics is driving me crazy. really crazy. i dont want retake waste my time for this subj. so i must pass this subj ! grr . and and.
yea . i saying i will go on with my routine. its like quarter failed.
so . WTH ! cant resists. damn hard.

marks !

2010-03-30T16:42:00.002+08:00

oh yeah. finally for my physics and calculus midterm marks.
thanks god physics pass.
now my finals will determine everything ! .
calculus marks. wtf? few Qs silly mistakes.
gah. no time to recheck. 3 hours is just nice for mee ! . omg.
i nid to do faster during finals ad. no more careless mistakes.
and test 2 is next wed ! ==
den moral exam. which i havent start a single thing. so dead.

i miss out a lot of dramas lately.
due to finals is around the corner. am gonna catch up with the dramas and shows after the finals. !
i dont care ee e e e e - ~ . hahas.
kpop i will be back as i said ! :)
family outing i dont know how am i gonna watch.
buffering so damn sloww. :(
wait and wait also that much oni. like didn load at all . wtf?
i have to dl ? lagi slow but watch the time syok lah.

okay okay. i better start studying my physics ad.
chaos ~

omigosh.

2010-03-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

omgg. marks tomorow for physics. (x
scaryy. deep shit. prays hard.
gah.

KPOP i will be back !

2010-03-27T18:08:00.002+08:00

i think am gonna let go some kpop updates till finals over.
many youtube accounts have been suspended .
sucks youtube.
so i went out the whole day.
finally back home. and dont know i wil be out again later.
see. how la physics! (x

ggahhh. hatee itt.
KPOP I WILL BE BACK AFTER MY FINALS!
19TH APRIL my last paper. :)

piano !

2010-03-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

oh yeah . updating the blog again . guess i got nothing much to blog lately.
oh seriously i got no mood to touch the books.
this semeester like no mood to study. gahh. and also .
i got not much time for my piano practise.
my theory maybe will be on sep if i wana take the exam.
and practical next year. i din really practise at all.
i wanted to stop. but when i think of one more gred left why wana waste it?
am trying to find some time to continue with it.
and when today i finally find some to just for my piano practise.
i notice i shouldn stop at all. i still love my piano.
i played for 2hours witout even realise. hahas. hope i can finish up my grade soon.

am not active in forum lately. due to exams. and not in the mood too.
finally clear up my old youtube playlist to my new one ad.
cause my old account gonna be suspended anytime since i got 2 warnings ad.
blameeee youtube. lol. let lah ppl enjoy videos in youtube..
keep suspending ppl for what. too free ad is it. my godd.
spoilt ppl fun and mood.

am trying to start my routine tomorrow offciially. if not am so dead.
cause its getting crazy now. omigosh. beh tahan ad.

nothing to update. :)

2010-03-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

okays. updating the blog. :) .
finish business in just a day. :):)
okay just read tru lah.
nid study physics ad maa. :P:P

i wana watch family outing two !
but kena delete ad. saded.
today i rajin go moral
dont know for what also. lol.
but also good lah. got tips ! weee.
and also for business.
kinda hope physics have too.
seriously nid to pass this subj no matter what.

calculus midterm

2010-03-24T10:51:00.002+08:00

okay. been quite busy lately. midterm for calculus paper in the evening later.
yesterday i cant sleep. so i mange to revise the whole chapters ad.
so later am gonna take a nap and revise back again . :)
and yeah. since the paper is till 8pm. i can go pasar malam . :):)
hope the calculus paper i can do lahh.
FIGHTING ! . Leeteuk the angel is alway here. :):)
cheh cheh. . omgg i miss SUPER JUNIOR and leeteuk .

finals in another 2 weeks. din start a single shit except for calculus.
and start a bit of business. moral i definitely gonna do last minute study.
like pengajian last sem. and physic din start at all. which is my most dangeroous subj.
i think dis weekend and the whole week i nid to study physics only.
and 2moro and friday am gonna finish up business.
gahh. FIGHITNG ! :D